I'm Sorry

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I'm sorry for doing this over and over again.

I am nowhere near okay.

Everything is not going right.

My anxiety and depression are getting worse by the day.

I had a panic attack this morning and it was really hard on me. That was my slap to the face.

I have no clue when I am coming back.

It may be in a month, a couple months, or during the summer.

Not writing does add to my depression.

I may actually try to finish 12 Roses of Winter and write the next book of that series while I am on my break. It's only to help my OCD.

I'm sorry for letting you guys down all the time.

I need to try to get my life and stuff together.

I can't do this anymore.

I am trying really hard to not do anything stupid.

I may not talk to you guys if you try to help me.

Sorry, for being so stubborn, but I need to try to find people around me to talk to.

I don't want to write anymore right now.

Bye Stormies

Who knows when I will come back.

xoxo,

Aless

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