I'm sorry for doing this over and over again.
I am nowhere near okay.
Everything is not going right.
My anxiety and depression are getting worse by the day.
I had a panic attack this morning and it was really hard on me. That was my slap to the face.
I have no clue when I am coming back.
It may be in a month, a couple months, or during the summer.
Not writing does add to my depression.
I may actually try to finish 12 Roses of Winter and write the next book of that series while I am on my break. It's only to help my OCD.
I'm sorry for letting you guys down all the time.
I need to try to get my life and stuff together.
I can't do this anymore.
I am trying really hard to not do anything stupid.
I may not talk to you guys if you try to help me.
Sorry, for being so stubborn, but I need to try to find people around me to talk to.
I don't want to write anymore right now.
Bye Stormies
Who knows when I will come back.
xoxo,
Aless
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Autumn-On Hold
Short StoryHello! My name is Autumn Haynes and this is my story about how I started writing more and how my story, Girl in the Shadows came to be. This is the first time that I am telling anyone about my past and this means a lot to me. Please don't hate me si...