I dreamt I was falling. Falling eternally. As I fell I saw the faces of the deceased. First was my father, then Piper. What I saw next haunted me since it had happened. All the rebels I had personally killed. They glared at me with dark, accusing eyes. I could only cry out until I was falling, heart in my throat, past them. After a long time of falling, hair whipping past my face, I saw one face I never thought I would never see again. Lance. Time seemed to slow as I passed him. His golden eyes stared at me with hatred.
"You did this." I heard him whisper. It was like he was right beside me, but he was so far away. I reached out for him, but I was falling too quickly.
"Lance!" Then he was gone. I covered my face with my hands. When would the journey down end? When I removed my hands from my face, I was twisted around, facing the ground.
"No!" I screamed in terror. "I have mistakes to fix!" Before I hit the ground I woke, screaming. I sat up, and pushed my hair back with my hands. I held my knees close to my chest, terrified. I hung my head, leaning my forehead against my knees in defeat.
I felt a hand on my back. I looked up to see Alexis, a worried look on her face. I hugged her tightly, ugly sobs escaping me. Alexis just let me have my meltdown. I pulled away, wiping my tears with the backs of my hands.
"I'm fine, sorry for waking you." Alexis nodded and padded back to her bed. I curled up, feeling smaller and more hopeless than usual. Here I stayed, looking at the darkness for the rest of the night.
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In the Middle
FanfictionAfter an eventful summer, Starr Skies finds herself in a happy relationship with an appreciation for her lack of memory. But, an unsettled feeling starts to arise as her sleep is troubled with terrifying nightmares that tell of the inevitable doom o...