HIM AGAIN

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Dear diary,
Today at school, I talked to him. But he seemed different. I hope nothing's happened. I hope he's alright.
I didn't ask him, I never will.
What's the point,
I'm only going to get hurt,
Well I guess I might not.
But what if I do?
I don't know what to do.
I think about him all the time, I used to hate waking up in the morning I felt like I didn't matter to anyone, that I had no friends.
He came into my life and turned it around, but I guess we're just friends, what's the point in hoping. Hoping only gets you hurt when you get let down, I know that...from last time...last time
Anyway enough of last time! Everytime I think of last time, I get so angry and upset, I guess I'm still not over how bad I was hurt. I never want a guy to do that to me again! I can't get hurt the same way! I can't walk into the same trap!
But what if I do?
Anyway I gotta go
Baii
Lucy

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