Dear diary,
I saw him at school today.
I smiled.
He blanked me.
He ignored me.
I thought we had something, but I must have been wrong.
Completely wrong.
At least it's nothing like last time...
I know he would never do anything like that to me.
I guess we're obviously just friends.
Just friends, nothing more, nothing less.
At least he's still in my life, and not gone. I guess I should be happy, cause even knowing I like him, he's still friends with me.
But I'm not sure.
He blanked me.
What kind of friend does that.
Ignores someone.
I can understand why though, it's probably because he still feels weird about...about...about it.
I hope he doesn't...
I hope he doesn't think I'm weird, or hate me or something.
I don't know what I would do without him.
I need him.
I want to tell him never to leave.
But it's really weird between us anyway, I don't want to make it even weirder.
I don't want him to think I'm weird.
It's probably too late for that.
But we were friends before...before this. He already knows I'm a crazy weirdo, and he accepted me then.
So why won't he accept me now.
Why is he blanking me?
Are we even still friends?
Lucy
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Dear diary,
Teen FictionDear diary, This is my life, I hurt, I feel and I care. Probably too much. Do I care too much? Lucy Dear diary, This is my life, I hurt, I feel and I care. Probably too much. So I hide it. Should I hide it? Tom
