Dear diary,
He sent me another note...
It was sweet...
Maybe he is telling the truth...
But I don't wanna get hurt like last time...
I wish he was telling the truth but...
I don't wanna think something and be sure if it, to only find I was completely wrong and get hurt more than I'm hurting now...because I am hurting now...
Because he doesn't really love me?
No it's because I trusted him, when maybe I shouldn't have...
I talked to my friend Ella about it...
But Jess overheard us and...
She was horrible to me...
At first I thought she was actually being nice...But boy was I wrong, she said...She said...
She said,
That she felt sorry for me...
That nobody should be in that situation,
She told me to get out of it...
She told me that,
That maybe life isn't for everyone...
Maybe it wasn't for me...
I thought she was being nice, giving me some good advice for one, I wanted to give her another chance.
But I was wrong about her, she is just a horrid person,
I'm just too trusting...
Too hoping.
I feel like I've hit that point in my life,
Where I'm just done.
I've cried.
I've thought.
I tried...
But my world is just crumbling around me.
At least I tried...
Why do I still care?
Maybe she was right...
Lucy
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Dear diary,
Teen FictionDear diary, This is my life, I hurt, I feel and I care. Probably too much. Do I care too much? Lucy Dear diary, This is my life, I hurt, I feel and I care. Probably too much. So I hide it. Should I hide it? Tom
