Who they all think I am

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Dear diary,
Now I'm not one for writing diaries.
That's Tom's things.
But I'm here now.
And I really need to get this off my chest.
Everyone thinks I'm the tough, strong, popular jock.
And I might be the strong, popular jock.
But I'm not tough.
If someone says sh*t to me. It doesn't really bother me that much. But I made a mistake. Breaking Tom and Lucy apart wasn't right.
I feel so bad.
Everyone thinks that I don't care about anyone.
But really I do. I are about my brother and I feel bad I did this to him. Lucy cares about him. And he cares about Lucy. I can't believe I did this to them.
Maybe I should just tell them that Jess and I sent the letters.
Maybe I should just leave it and be who everyone wants me to be.

But not everyone wants me to be the tough, strong, popular jock. I know one person who just wants me to be a good brother. And I'm not a good brother.
Maybe I isnt have to deal with that.

Jack

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