I struggle so much but nobody knows
I need someone to lean on
I need someone who is there for me
but I'm alone
no one is here for me
everything is dark
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This is it.I'm done with everyone and everything I don't want to do this shit anymore.
I throw my phone away with an annoyed look on my face, which turns then into a sad one and soon tears start to fall down my chin.
Why did I ever like this bastard.He never actually cared for me, did he?Now he's posting pictures on instagram with his new girlfriend that looks like a total bitch.
He didn't even apologize for wasting my time stupid bastard.
Before I met him I was constantly sad and confused about life and then he came and made me smile again but in the end he turned out to be the dumbest jerk on earth who just made a fucking bet with his friends. What am I? An object you can use how you please?Hell no.
Just when I stopped crying my phone vibrated.
4:44 am >1 unseen message [instagram]
What now?Annoyed, I unlock my phone and look at the message someone sent me just now.Hopefully not the stupid bastard or one of his friends making fun of me.But when I see the few words on the screen I'm confused.
giriboy91
hey you look nice wanna talk?
[4:44am] >read
Wtf okey dokey who sends messages like this at almost five in the morning?Somehow interested in this guy I look at his profile.I have to say he has a nice style and he looks really handsome, but you know my last 'boyfriend' also looked nice on the outside, but had a really really really shitty personality.Since I don't have to lose anything anymore I reply to him anyway.
9haru3
thanksss what do u wanna talk about at five am? lol
[4:46am] >read
giriboy91
it's 4:46
well I don't know you decide
I'm boreeeddd
wanna meet?
at this one playground near the 24 hours shop bc I saw you there often I think
[4:47am] >read
9haru3
are you a stalker?
how can I trust you
[4:48am] >read
giriboy91
hey I never hurt a girl
I'm a nice guy
ask my friends if you don't believe me lol
[4:48am] >read
9haru3
I don't know ur friends idiot
why do you want to waste your time with me anyway
wait better question
why should I waste my time with you
??
[4:50am] >read
giriboy91
ur very mean
I know you broke up with Dean
I saw u deleted ur pictures with him
so that means you're free and have enough time to talk with me
[4:52am] >read
9haru3
...
so you really are a stalker hmm
[4:53am] >read
giriboy91
No I'm not
Why are you so cold hearted
:(
so do u want to hang out now or not please I'm really bored
[4:53am] >read
9haru3
I AM NOT COLD HEARTED OK
and since it doesn't seem like you're gonna stop annoying me any time soon I'm at the playground in 15 minutes
[4:54am] >read
giriboy91
Yeah yeah sorry
AND THANK U SEE YOU LATER ALLIGATOR
SARANGHAEYO
[4:55am] >read
9haru3
ur so annoying
omg why am I even talking to you
ANYWay
see you in 15 minutes
If you're too late I'm gonna punch u in the face because you wanted to meet
bye
[4:56am] >read
