I'm so sick of family mode
I want to be in you mode again
I want to giggle and play with you
Like a little kid
And I want to kiss you and love you
The way teenagers love
Completely and passionately
I want to be a grown up with you
And move in together
And go food shopping together
And sleep in the same bed
I'm not chasing Neverland anymore
I want to grow up
I've moved on from childish dreams of being young forever
I want to grow up with you
But I'll hold on to some things
Like the childish laugh me and you share
And the childish squeals when you tickle me
And I want always to love like teenagers love
And I want to believe it will last forever like teenagers do
And if it does end
I hope it will be painful
Because that means I still care
And I hope it'll be sad
Not because we fell out of love
But because we love each other so much
And just can't make it work because we want different things
I don't want fights
And endless nights tossing and turning over mean words we both said
I want to love you so much
I want it to be bittersweet
I want to know you can go to that place and do that thing
Like you want
But I want that sad happy pain of loving you when you leave
But that's if there is an end
Because I think I could go on like this forever
With our biggest problem being our parents
And not being able to keep our hands off each other
And thinking about a future together even though it's far away
And we might not make it anyway
Because that's the best part about being a teenager
Loving so so hard
And being naive
And I never want to loose that kind of love
So
Even if this does end
In fights or painful goodbyes
You'll always be that teenage love
And teenagers love the most
And the hardest
