Everything moved so fast. One second I was looking into a pair of big brown eyes then the next there taking the baby out my arms and pushing me out the room. My head banged with questions I could not answer. I felt stuck in place, felt like I couldn't move. I heard him begin to scream again as they pushed him the room in a little cart and raced him down the hall. "Sir, you need too wait-" "In the waiting room? yeah I know" I snapped, I walked slowly to the room, trying too wrap my head around everything that just happened. Shes dying. The mother of my child is dying, and I'm gonna be here all alone to take care of a kid. I hated this. I hate that I got her pregnant. I hate that I met them. I hate that I was adopted. I hate that I can't have Miro. I hate that if Zoe dies, I will have too do this by myself. I hate that I'm scared.
I turned the corner and all eyes were on me. Ma', Pa, Angie, Mr. and Mrs. Garcia, Roman, Venus, Isaiah...Miro. Miro and Angie got up at the same time, looking at me with questioning eyes. I didn't know who too talk to. They both wanted something from me. Mrs. Garcia cried loudly and talked quickly in Spanish and Ma' just sat there, drinking a cup of coffee. Miro walked up to me and just hugged me. Maybe she was telling me that the worst was coming and she would be there. Or maybe she was saying Zoe wouldn't die and I won't have too do this alone. "Baby, tell me whats wrong? Just talk to me, okay?" She whispered. He was mine, and I knew it. He had brown eyes just like mine. Ma' always told me that no one in the world had eyes like mine...but he did. He looked just like Zoe, but like me at the same time.
"Her heart stopped beating...I'm just scared" I mumbled. She grabbed my hand and held it in hers. "I'm here. I'm not her but I am here" She whispered and my heart felt like it was gonna bust out my chest. "Family of Zoe Garcia" Everyone went quiet and I felt scared to turn around. Mrs. Garcia stood to her feet, shaking slightly. "I'm sorry but she didn't make it. She suffered from a heart attack. Sorry for your lose" I broke. Miro couldn't tell me things were gonna be okay now. Mrs. Garcia screamed and held onto Mr. Garcia for dear life. I couldn't hide the tears that stained my face now. She was gone and now my son will grow up with out a Mother. I needed Ma'. She was the only one who could tell me what to do. I walked to her and just fell to my knees in front of her. I laid my head in her lap and just cried. That's all I could do was cry. I couldn't bring her back.
She stroked my head lightly and just held me. "Stop that crying, Blue. You and the baby will be just fine, Alright? You are gonna be just fine. You will not give up a-and we ain't going no where, okay? We'll be right here" She said, sounding just like grandma. I looked up at her and saw a single tear fall from her eye. I wiped it away and she smiled. "I love you, Ma'" "I love you too, sweetie" I got up and the nurse said that people could go in and see the baby two at a time. I let Ma' and Pa' go first, then Mr. and Mrs. Garcia, Roman and Isaiah and Venus and Angie. The only peopled left were me and Miro. We walked down the hall together and they had a room just for him. The nurse came in after us and handed us some papers.
"You need to fill these out so we can get his birth certificate printed. He weighed 8.06 pounds, 19.61 inches long and he is super healthy!" She said, leaving. I looked at him and he laid there staring back at me. We walked towards him and picked him up slowly. "He looks just like you" She whispered. I smiled. His little hand reached out and grabbed my finger, squeezing it tightly. "Your holding him wrong" I frowned. I thought I was holding him just fine. She adjusted his head he looked more comfortable. "Can you hold him while I fill out these papers?" She nodded and grabbed him from me, sitting in a big blue chair the corner.
Date of birth- August 2, 2017
Fathers full name- Blue Hamilton
Mothers full name- Zoe Maria Garcia- Hernandez
Full name-
I didn't know what his name should be. "What should I name him?" I muttered. Miro shrugged. "What does he look like too you?" "Blue" She sighed. Whats wrong with my name? "How about... Aidan. He looks like an Aidan too me" I nodded. She was so perfect some times.
Full name- Aidan Hamilton
I filled out the rest of the paper work and left it on the counter. I walked up to her and just watched as his hand roamed every place on Miro. His hand finally landed on one of her breast and she gasped. He smiled and I smirked. That my boy. "Get the nurse Blue, hes hungry" She mumbled. She handed me the baby and cradled him in my arms. I didn't know what he was gonna eat, I ain't have no milk. She stood next to me and stroked his hair softly. "I love you" I whispered. She smiled. "The baby can't hear you. I looked her in the eyes and she bit her lip. "I wasn't talking to the baby"
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