Alpha Wolfe

**35**

I walked into the house and locked the door behind me. I carried the bag with her things in, hoping she would be here. I walked up the stairs and I heard the shower going. I wish she would just stop playing already. If she didn't want sex, fine. But she could at least be my girl. I walked into the bathroom and she was just stepping out the shower. "Blue, what the fuck!?" She shrieked. I couldn't take my eyes off of her, even when she wrapped herself in a towel. "What the fuck are you doing!?" I looked up into her eyes and she looked so good with no makeup. "Your so beautiful" She sighed. "I bought you something" I whispered. She gave me a small smile that made me love her much more. I handed her the bag and she looked at me with uncertain eyes. She dug in the bag and I smirked. "Wow...new underwear?" I nodded. She dropped the things in the bag, put a hand on her hip and looked at me. 

"What do you wan't from me?" She asked slowly. That caught me off guard. "What? I just wanted to do something nice for you" I couldn't understand why I couldn't do anything for her. "I don't believe you" I threw my arms up in frustration. "What's your problem? Hasn't any of your last boyfriends gotten you anything nice with out you asking for it?" She never let me do anything for her. Ever. "No. Never. And your not my boyfriend!" She yelled. I looked everywhere except her eyes. I looked down at the floor and saw something red. "Miro" I whispered. "What?" I didn't know what to say. I knew what was happening. But sometimes it felt like she was always on her period. "Your bleeding" She frowned. "What do you mean, I'm bleeding? Where" I pointed to the floor and she looked down. 

"Oh my god. Get out!" She tried to push me out the door but I didn't move. "Do you need me to get you something? Like pads and shit? Food, chocolate?" She stopped. "You'd do that for me?" I nodded quickly. "Okay. I need you to go to the store and get me some tampons, pads,  Hershey bars, and pain pills...please" She said in a small voice. I would try my best to remember everything she said. I kissed her forehead before leaving. 

~*****~

I pulled her shaking body towards mine and hugged her tightly. "Shh. Only three more days left" I whispered. Her cramps were really fucking her up. "They hurt so bad" She cried. I never seen her cry like this before. I adjusted the pillow my head was laying on. "Blue, I'm thirsty" I've seen 'White men can't jump' A million times to know that I better get my ass up and get this chick some water. I got up and she winced. "I'm sorry" She didn't want to move. Every time she moved, she hurt. I went down stairs and got her a glass of water. When I came back up she was sitting up. "What are you doing?" I asked. I handed her the water and she drank it quickly. "I need too go to the bathroom" I nodded. I went over to her side of the bed and picked her up. 

"Why you so good to me?" She whispered when I stood her up. I looked down at her with a frown. "Because your my girl. I love you" I mumbled. I left the room and shut the door. I heard the toilet flush and she came out. "Why do you love me?" I shrugged. "Because your, you" She smiled and looked down. She lifted her arms up and picked her back up and laid her back down on the bed. "You know we can't miss any more days, right?" She nodded. I brushed the red curls from her clear face and smiled. "Your so beautiful" She was so close, I could smell the toothpaste she used. I could feel her heart racing. I couldn't resist it. I leaned in and kissed her lips softly. I could feel her tears stain my lips and I pulled away. 

"I lo-" My phone rang, stopping her. I knew she was gonna say it. Every time the right thing is happening, something fucks it up. I pulled my phone out my pocket and pulled the back off, taking the battery out. "Okay, finish" She looked away and I grabbed her hand in mine. "I love the way your so nice to me" She said it like she wasn't sure. I placed my forehead against hers and looked her in the eyes. "That's what your were gonna say, honestly?" She let out a shaky breath and nodded. I got up and paced back and forth. "What do I have to do, to make you understand that I am here for you? You will not let me in for the life of me and it's getting old! I know nothing about you, cause you won't talk to me!" Tears stained her cheek and I was mad. I was shaking. "I don't want to hurt you" She whispered. 

"How are you gonna hurt me, baby...please tell me- be honest" She shook her head and bit her lip anxiously. "Okay. I don't want you to hurt me. You always Mackin on hoes and never think twice about it. I don't want to get hurt again, Blue. I really don't" She looked up at me with sad eyes. "You have never met my mother so what gives you the idea that you can tell me you love me! I grew up in Brooklyn- in the projects! You were raised by a sweet white family in a big ass mansion! No one wanted me! My mother was a crack whore with no money to fuel her addiction...I was her money. I was used on the daily. You can't tell me that you love me until you know me. So don't say that to me ever again, okay?" She got up slowly and walked to the bathroom. I felt my eyes glaze over before a single tear fell. 

"I'm sorry" I whispered to myself. How did her mother do that to her? I was such a bad person. That's why she was so mean. She was broken. She was much too broken for me to fix. 

~*****~

"First thing first, I poppa!- Freaks all the hunnies!" She sang. "Dummies! -Playboy bunnies, those wantin' money!" I busted out laughing and she smiled brightly. "What you know about, Big Poppa?" I asked. Turning on my blinkers. She turned to look at me and smirked. "Because I freaks all the hunnies!" I kissed my teeth and she laughed. I was happy she was feeling better. When she was good, I was good. "Are you sure you wanna do this?" She mumbled. "Yeah, how bad could it be? It's just your Ma'" She shrugged. "Whatever" She played with one of her curls and looked at me. "How many inches do you think your dick is?" I tensed and I gripped the stirring wheel tightly. "I mean...It's been down your throat...how big do you think it is?" She was being weird. "Maybe like a nine" I nodded. She reached over and started unzipping my pants. 

"Miro!- Yo, you serious?" She pulled me out my boxers and her she stared at it. "It looks weird when it's soft" I rolled my eyes. "Fine, put it back, then" She kissed her teeth before licking the tip. "Why are you doing this" "I like to hear you moan" We were almost there. I had to cum fast. She deep throat and I grabbed her ponytail. "Shit" I groaned. I busted a right and she sucked the life out of me. I was either gonna bust this nut and crash the car, or pullover and bust this nut. I pulled over and kept my foot on the brake. "Fuuuuuck" I thrust up in her mouth and my eyes rolled back. God, I just wanna be inside her right now. My moans filled the car and I nutted. "Fuck, baby" I came in her mouth and she stuck out her tongue. She closed her mouth and swallowed. "You are so fucking sexy" I put myself away and she sat back in her seat. 

She blushed and I grabbed her hand. I kissed it softly before driving to her Moms house. I was gonna meet Miro's mom.