Alpha Wolfe

**44**

"Blue, I'm thirsty" She whispered. She reached around me and put her hand on my cold chest. "Okay" I mumbled. I didn't get up I just laid there. "Blue" I sighed loudly and closed my eyes tightly. "I'm tired, Miro...all we do is have sex" She climbed on top of me and leaned down next to my ear. "I know, it's fun right?" I shook my head. "I'm really tired, Miro...I think you broke my dick" She giggled and my eyes shut to try and sink back into the deep slumber. "I'm sorry...I haven't had sex in a long time" She sat up and my eyes opened up once again. "Whens the last time you had it?" I got up and she got back on her side. "The last time I had sex was when I first had sex" Damn, that's a long time. I looked her over and sighed. "You were fourteen years old and now your twenty-five...I'm sorry I ruined that for you" She sighed. 

"You didn't ruin anything...I needed it" Her words set something off in me...I felt pain shoot through my body as I remember what I did to her. "You didn't need to be raped" 

"Don't say that! You didn't rape me!" 

"Yes I did! You never said yes and I couldn't just wait a little longer for the yes! I raped you and you know it. If I didn't why'd you leave, huh?! Why would you leave me here alone- then you take my son?! You took all I had!" She climbed over to my side and slapped me. I hated when she slapped me cause that means she was so mad, that she would cry. "Don't scream at me! I hate you, Blue! Your always pinning shit on me, for what? All I did was take care of you and love you! I loved you more than I love anyone else in the fucking world and you treat me like you don't care!" I held her wrist in my hands to try and stop her hits. "Then why did you keep yourself from me, huh? I gave you everything, and I couldn't get the one thing I wanted! You don't know how many nights I dreamed of making love to you-"

"Shut-up!" 

"No, you shut up and let me talk for once! I raped you alright? And you know it, that's why you left-"

"I left because I was scared, alright? I was scared of this happening-" She pointed to her stomach and I stopped all movement. "I took Aidan because he was all I had. My family doesn't like me, you see my sisters only visit when shit goes wrong or they need something! He is my son too, did you forget?!" 

"Why are you even here?" I muttered. She stopped and looked at me. "Because I want you- I need you...I love you" She whispered. "I missed you so much, Miro...I thought you would never come back" I had my back to her now because I couldn't bare to look at her. She came and hugged me from the back. I could feel her perky breast on my bare back and it made my heart pick up speed. "How much did you miss me?" I didn't speak for a while, trying to think of something to say. 

"Let me show you"

~*****~

I leaned against the wall and watched as she looked at the pictures in awe. "I drew a picture of you, everyday for the last four months" I whispered. She smiled and picked one up. "Why am I crying in this one?" 

"Because the last time I saw you...you were crying" She sat it back down slowly and walked over to me. "Draw another picture of me" I knitted my brows at her in confusion. "Why? You have enough here to last you a lifetime" She shook her head and went for the straps of her robe. "I want you to draw me like one of your french girls" She teased, pulling off the robe and lying down on the couch. "Oh yeah, Miss. Rose?" She nodded. 

"Fine" She smiled brightly before shooting up. "Were you going?" 

"To do my hair and makeup" I grabbed her arm and led her back. "No I like you like this. Raw" 

~*****~

"You look sexy as fuck" I mumbled, kissing her forehead. We walked into the tall building behind Pa'. "Anna, where's my coffee?" I demanded. I adjusted my tie angrily, as it was to tight. "Miro" She fixed it quickly as we rode the elevator up to the top floor. "I know your graduation is next week son...but I'm gonna let you sign the papers early, an early graduation gift" I nodded and smiled. "And it's very nice to see you have a beautiful girlfriend, that you never bring over" I kissed my teeth.