He wanted to have her. He wanted to be the one that made her lips curl in to a smile everyday. She was an addiction and the only rehab he had was time. Everything they did was temporary but she always left a lasting impression, until one day he made...
I watched as she rocked Aidan to sleep and carefully sat him in his pin. She acted more like a mother to him then anything. Once he was sleeping soundly, she grabbed my hand and pulled me out the room. "I'm hungry, Miro" I whispered she rolled her eyes. "It's 3 AM! Wait until later" I was hungry now and I couldn't wait. "Miro, please? I don't feel like cooking" Her jaw ticked and anger filled her eyes. "Don't you think I'm tired? I have been doing everything for you and not once have you thought that maybe I wanted you to cook me something too eat! I take care of Aidan, change his diapers, feed him and put him to sleep. I drive you to school every morning when you have a fucking BMW and Jeep in your garage. I am not your wife Blue, I am your friend. So if your hungry, wait or go cook something" She stomped away into the bed room.
I started at the spot in which she just stood and thought about her words. I didn't know she felt that way. I was being way to selfish. I wasn't giving her what she wanted, that's why she didn't love me. I had to do something big, something grand to make her feel wanted and breakfast wasn't gonna cut it. I didn't know what made her happy except orgasms and head. She never told me anything and when I asked she would blow up. I walked slowly into the bedroom, with caution. She sat up in bed and just looked at the blank TV. "Baby I'm sorry" I muttered. I never knew I could get an older woman but Miro was 2 years older than me and she is still here putting up with my bullshit.
She looked at me with so much anger that I could of melted under her intense gaze. Her hair was falling out the ponytail holder into her eyes and she hated when that happened. I loved when that happened. I was scared to move. I felt like if I moved she would lash out on me. I looked at her closely and watched as a single tear dropped from her eye and hit her cheek. I made her cry by asking for something to eat? She wiped the tear quickly before pulling on some clothes and fixing her stubborn hair. "I don't know why I'm even here" She mumbled. "Where are you going?" I asked, walking up to her. I didn't want her to leave. I hated being alone. "Miro, don't go...I hate being alone" She ignored me and stuffed all her things in her bag and tried to get out the door but I blocked it.
"Maybe you need to see how it feels to be alone, Blue. I've been alone my entire life and I am just fine" She yelled, trying to get past me. "Miro-" "Look, I don't wanna do this shit anymore ight? I just wanna be friends" She said. "We are just friends" I whispered, grabbing her hand and kissing it softly. "I mean...without the benefits" I gasped lowly and let her hand go. "You don't mean that" She shook her head and bit her lip. "I meant every word" I nodded. "Okay. See you later" She nodded. I let her go because I had too. I let her go because that's what she wanted. I would give her everything she wanted.
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I missed her so much. We had been doing things for a week as just 'friends' for five days now and I was waiting for her too come to her senses. "Did you remember too buy more diapers?" I groaned. "No, I'll pick some up after class tomorrow" She smiled. We stopped at her door and watched as kids filed in. "You look beautiful" I whispered, stuffing my hands in my pockets.
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