He wanted to have her. He wanted to be the one that made her lips curl in to a smile everyday. She was an addiction and the only rehab he had was time. Everything they did was temporary but she always left a lasting impression, until one day he made...
Maybe I was hurt. Or maybe I felt rejected. I wanted something from him and he couldn't even give it to me. He said he loved me. I picked my phone up off my nightstand and dialed the familiar number. "Can you come pick me up?" I asked. I heard a groan and I knew she would come. "Yeah, but where do you wanna go cause I'm going out tonight" I looked in the mirror and bit my lip. "To the party right?" I can tell she nodded, but then realized I couldn't see her. "Yeah" "I'll be ready. I'm coming with you" I hung up and ran to my closet to find the perfect thing to wear. I looked at the racks of clothing, wishing I had something perfect enough to make anyone want me.
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I felt nervous. I wanted everything to go back to normal. "You look good" Brandy said, as I slipped into the car. "Really? Thanks" She rolled her eyes before the car lurched forward.
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"It took me forever to try and sneak these shoes out Ma's room, but it was worth it don't you think?" She nodded. I wanted to have a conversation with her because I was nervous. I wanted him but he didn't want me back. I looked out the window and watched as she zoomed past the cars that scattered the roads. "Slow down" I mumbled, she kissed her teeth and pulled over. "Why'd you stop?" She pointed towards the house that littered with kids. I looked at her and she just rolled her eyes. I stepped out the car, adjusting my skirt. I felt nervous, of course but I couldn't be shy all my life, right?
I had lost her. I had no idea where she went. She had just vanished into thin air. I walked slowly into the unfamiliar house. It smelled of alcohol, cheap perfume and weed. I let my jean jacket, slide off my shoulders, hoping to catch the eye of any boy wanting a fun night. The kids at this party looked like they were much older than me. People swarmed around me and I squeezed through the crowd before I landed in the kitchen. I looked around and it was empty enough. I wasn't having a good time- I felt alone and neglected. I saw some girls getting drinks from the punch bowl. There were no boys. Every boy drank a beer or nothing at all. I guess I was a little thirsty.
I stood and walked over to it, grabbing a cup. "You don't want none of that" I looked up into a pair of brown eyes. He was so cute. "Why not?" I asked. He smirked and I felt a pool form between my legs. I had never seen anyone as cute as him. "You just don't. Wanna dance?" I nodded quickly, biting my lips in the process. He grabbed my hand led me to the dance floor, where most of the kids were at. I internally groaned. I don't know how to dance! I had never danced with someone before. I just stared at him and he frowned. "What's wrong?" I sighed lowly. "I-I don't know how to dance" I said over the music. He didn't say anything, instead he just turned me around so my back was against him. "Just move to the beat" he whispered in my ear.
I nodded and did as I was told. I slowly felt myself start to unwind. His hand trailed up my spine before he slowly bent me over. Shit! I continued and he grabbed my hips, bringing us closer. I stood up straight and I turned around to face him. "Wanna go upstairs?" I nodded and he grabbed my arm, pulling me upstairs. He went into the first bedroom he saw that was empty and pushed me on the bed. "How old are you?" He asked, climbing on top of me and kissing my neck. 16. "18" Why did I just lie!? "Are you on something?" I gasped when his hand went under my skirt, pulling down my soaking panties. "I don't do drugs" I moaned, lowly. He ran a finger up and down my slit. "I mean like are you on the pill or getting the shot?"
I nodded, even though I wasn't. He kissed on my neck again, all the way to my lips. I felt electrifying and...sexy. He pulled my shirt over my head and tossing it to the side like the rest my clothing. He grabbed my knees and pulled me to the edge of the bed, looking me in the eyes the entire time. He stuck out his tongue before it connected with my clit. "Mhh" he groaned and my hips raised from the bed. "Stay still" he demanded. He backed away and I felt something go inside me. "Do you have on a condom!" I yelled. "Can you chill. It's my finger" I sighed. "I need to put in another one-" "No!" He sighed. "Your not getting wet enough, baby" He whispered. He started to unbuckle his pants and I felt antsy all of a sudden. His boxers dropped and my legs instantly closed. "I-I'ts not gonna fit-" He kissed me and when he pulled away, he smirked. "Let me worry about that...What's your name again?"
I couldn't stop staring at it. "V-Venus, yours?" I asked and he positioned himself at my entrance. He pushed in and I gasped, arching my back off the bed. This shit didn't hurt at all. Beverly was such a liar. He sped up and I felt him going in and out much easier, so that must mean I'm wetter right. He pulled all the way out and lay on the bed. "Ride this dick baby" I didn't wanna decline, but yet I felt nervous. He didn't know I was a virgin and I wanted to keep it that way. I complied and climbed on top of him, sliding down slowly on his erection. I bit my lip and closed my eyes tightly. "Shit, your so tight. You must don't have sex very often" He groaned.
I don't have sex at all. I slowly rid him, hitting all my spots in the process. He got bigger inside me and I didn't know what was happening. He grabbed my hips, holding me down. He plowed into me and I felt pressure in my lower stomach. My moans got louder with each thrust and he growled profanities. "What's happening?" I asked, holding onto his arms for dear life. Shit, I never felt this feeling before. It felt so foreign. "C'mon baby, do it. Cum for me" He groaned. I could hear the impact of the colliding skin. I was cumming and it felt so weird. "Please!" I screamed and he sped up as if it were even possible. "Shit" he groaned. I screamed as I collapsed onto him. I couldn't keep still. He kept going and I couldn't take it anymore and I came again and again, until he finally I felt something go deep inside me. It felt warm. "That was great" I whispered as he pulled out. He nodded and got up, putting on his clothes. "Give me your number" He demanded and I did as I was told. "Why?" "Cause I wanna see you again" Really? "Whats your name?" I asked him again. "Roman".
