Alpha Wolfe

**40**

I was...happy, high and happy. I sat around just lounging with the gang. "Yo, your smized" Isaiah pointed out. I blew the smoked from my nose and laughed. "Man, who you telling" I watched as the people went crazy, partying and shit. The same place were I met her. I was sitting in the same exact spot and she was in the kitchen with the girls. I watched her carefully as she poured herself drink after drink. "Do you love her" I nodded. "I love it when she call me big papa" The boys busted out laughing and I chuckled to myself. "Where's Corbin?" He passed the blunt to Logan. "Upstairs" I nodded. Soon Miro came up to me and sat on my lap. "I'm wet" She mumbled in my ear. "Can I put my dick inside you?" She shook her head. "Okay, then why should I care?" She kissed her teeth and kissed my jaw line softly. "But papa. I need you" I wasn't gonna let her keep this shit up. 

"It has nearly been a year since I had sex, baby, I have needs" She sat up and her ass was on my dick. "What are you saying?" She looked down shyly. She was drunk. "I. need. sex. Simple" She looked me in the eyes and bit her lip. "If we have sex you promise not to get me prego?" I nodded so fast. "Okay." I gave her a big kiss on the lips and she giggled. "In 90 days" It felt like swimming in a lake that never ends. "Deadass, you serious?" She nodded. At least she gave me a chance. I've waited this long, I can wait three months. 

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It's been three weeks since the party and she's been going strong with this 90 day thing. Miro cooked dinner and me and Aidan waited patiently for Rita to get here. That was like his best friend or something, and he invited her over for a sleep over. "Dinner's almost ready boys!" She chirped. Soon the bell rang and Aidan walked as fast as he could to the door. I pulled it open and Rita stood there with her mom. "Hi Mrs. Thomson, nice of you to let Rita stay over" I gave her one of the fake smiled that I had been practicing and she bought it. I felt Miro on the side of me. "Hi, thanks for having her over" Miro and her talked a little before she left. 

"Rita, are you hungry?" She nodded. Miro was so good with kids. Rita and Aidan went into the den and started playing with each other. I went up behind her and wrapped my arms around her waist. "Your so perfect" I could feel her smile. "Get your dick of my back" I laughed and smacked her ass. "Mommy!" She sighed and grabbed the plates. "Excuse me, I need to feed them" She swayed away and I watched, in a daze. 

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"You are so annoying!" I yelled. She was really starting to piss me off. "Why can't you just listen?!" I walked out the kitchen and she followed me upstairs. "Man, why can't you just stay off my dick!?" She pushed me and I tripped over the stairs and landed on the landing. She straddled me. "That's while I'll never get on your tiny little dick!" I shut up real quick. She knew just what to say to make me shut up. "God, if I say I don't feel like doing something then I don't want to" I mumbled. "Why are you getting so mad so easily lately?" She sighed and arched her back, and I bit back my words. "How much do you love me?" She caught me off guard with that so I just stared at her. "More than you could ever know" 

"When did you lose your virginity?" Why was she asking me such weird questions? "Seventeen, you?" Her eyes grew wide. "Whens the first time you go head?" I rolled my eyes. "I was thirteen" She gasped and covered her mouth. Before she could speak I spoke. "Bonnie Rotten, why you wanna know?" I stood and carried her to the room. "14" I was mad confused. "What?" 

"I lost my true virginity when I was fourteen" She said. "Who did you lose your's to?"

"Zoe" 

"Ronnie" I looked up at her and her face turned red. She never talked to me like this before. "I loved him so much..." I laid down next to her on the bed and pulled her close to me. "Do you still love him?" 

"No, I love you" I never thought I could love someone who I never had sex with. But now I knew I didn't have to get inside her to get a place in her heart. I had to get a place in her heart to get inside her. "I wish it was you" I tensed and she grabbed my hand. "I wish you could've taken it from me. I wish that, I could give you everything you want...but I can't" 

"Why? Why can't you?" She shook her head. 

"It was Valentines day...he told me he loved me for the first time. We went back to his place and had sex. I bled so much. It hurt so bad. I didn't even cum. The same day...he called his friends over and watched them rape me...he let them rape me..." She was full blown crying into my chest. I didn't know what to say or do. "I-I'm so, so, sorry. You know I will never- ever do that to you, you know that, right?" She nodded. 

She wouldn't stop crying and I didn't know what to do. "I wan't you to move in" I mumbled. "Why?" 

"Your over here everyday, why not?" She shrugged. "Is this your permanent house?"

I shook my head. "Nah, pretty soon I'm gonna start putting some kids in your guts and were gonna need more room" 

"But for now you can put the kids in my mouth, they still end up in my guts" I smiled. "If you have a son, what would you name him?" 

"If I have a son with you, Red" She giggled quietly. "Well whatever my first kid is I will name I will name them red" I nodded and kissed her neck softly. 

"Only a few more weeks Blue...you're almost there" I'm so close, I can feel her.

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