Guys i'm upset so imma update cause it helps. I don't feel like doing my work. My stomach hurts and i wanna cry. Send words of encouragement please and thank you. Oh plus a little update: I am in the play and i'm a munchkin. My mom laughs at me everytime i say that cause of my height. I'm a pretty tall munchkin. Anyways here's this stupid story. I'm really upset sorry.
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"Avi leave me alone." I said wiping my eyes and walking to our shared room.
"No. I asked you a question and i want you to answer it. Now." He said to me. I'm so tired of this.
"Avi stop. I can't take this anymore. You always put your hands on me and throw me around like I'm some ragdoll. I should've listened to Mitch when he told me not to get involved with y-" I stop and hold the side of my face.
"See you make me do this. You don't listen. If you would just start listening then maybe you wouldn't have to cover up bruises. It's your fault."
It's your fault
The words echoed in my head as I became even angrier than before. "My fault? It's my fault? What did I do to deserve this? I came back 5 minutes after 9 so i get hit for that. I spent a day with Mitch so I get hit for that. I got my nails done so i get hit for that. Every. Little. Thing. I. Do. I. Get. Hit. For. I'm tired of this. I can't deal with this anymore." I said pushing him back which I knew was a mistake but I wasn't thinking.
He clenched and unclenched his fist and i slowly started walking backwards to our room. I know I should turn and run but last time i turned my back on him he pushed me and I hit my head on the wall. I taught myself to run backwards without having to look back. If there is something in my path I either step on it or like say i trip, i basically do a backwards somersault and get right back up. Took a lot of training but i got it now.
He started inching closer and I walked even faster. "Avi look, I can't keep getting beat for no reason. I'm tired of this Avi. I really am. Can you please calm down so we can talk this out?" I said knowing it was no use. I know i'm about 3 feet from our bedroom. If I can just grab the handle and throw myself in there and lock the door in time to get my stuff packed and get out the window, i'll be fine.
"There is nothing to talk about Kirstin. I know what you're doing. Trying to calm me down and right when I'm the Avi you want me to be, you're gonna leave and never come back. You're not leaving me Kirstin."
Man he's crazy. Ok I feel the door. Now just a few more steps.
"Listen Avi. I love you. I really do. I don't know why but I do. I thought, the first time you hit me, that it would never happen again. I guess I was wrong. I know I should've left the first time it happened but I couldn't. I felt like I had to be with you. But now, now i'm rethinking everything." I felt the door knob and watched Avi's eyes.
"You will not leave. me." Avi said and lunged towards me.
I opened the door flew inside and shut the door in his face and locked it. Shit I'm so scared. I leaned against the door then hopped up and ran to the closet.
"Kirstie open this damn door!" Avi said banging on it.
"I'm sorry Avi." I said and zipped my suitcase.
"What was that noise. Kirstie." He said and started pushing the door in.
I ran to the window and pushed it up. Dropping my suitcase I stick one foot out the window as the door starts to open.
"KIRSTIN!" Avi yelled as I threw myself out the window.
I grabbed my phone from my pocket and dialed Mitch's number while running with my suitcase.
"Hello?"
"Mitch please come and pick me up. I'm on my block I need you to come get me now."
"Woah calm down. What happened?"
"I left Avi. I can't take the beatings anymore Mitch. I did nothing. I do nothing. I can't take this anymore."
"I'm on my way there."
"Thank you Mitch." I said and hung up.
I continued running and looked back. Avi's car was pulling out of the drive way. I looked to my side and jumped in the bushes.
"Kirstin I know you're around here somewhere." Avi said as his car door shut.
I held my breath and listened. I looked through the bush and seen him looking around. That's when Scott and Mitch pulled up.
"What are you doing here?" Avi asked turning towards them. Perfect. I stood up and Mitch noticed me. I shushed him and hopped the fence and ran into someone else's bushes.
"I think she's in the bushes behind you." Mitch said loud enough for me to hear.
Avi turned and walked to the bushes. As he bent down to look and see if I was under there I got up and sprinted to Scott and Mitch's car. I got in the backseat and waited. Mitch came to the car first and Avi got back up.
"She's not here... Where's Mitch?" He asked and I peeked out the window silently.
"He went to get his phone. I'll go get him." Scott said and walked to the car.
As soon as Scott got in he started the car and pulled off. Avi started yelling and I rolled the window down and flipped him off.
I'm so done with him.
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Ok so Kirstie is me.
I was almost late to my second hour and I was like "No hell no" and like power walked to the classroom. I was not finna be late lol.
So my very best internet friend Miranda, or Mandy as I like to call her, gave me some advice on the one shot thing. She said to screenshot and compare their story to mine. I'm gonna do that in my 6th hour today. I'm still mad about it but not as mad. Like it's bullshit. Really. Maybe I should message them and talk to them.... Yeah imma do that. Wish me luck.
Love you mean it! Muah!
