I hate Scott Hoying.
The one who thinks he's better than everyone.
The one who bullies me and my best friend.
The one who always talks back to the teachers.
The one that I have a crush on.
I hate this stupid crush.
I hate Scott Hoying.
My friend always tells me to get over it.
But it's too hard.
I hate him.
But at the same time I love him.
I love his stupid smile.
I love his stupid eyes.
His stupid face.
His stupid hair.
His stupid voice.
The way he walks.
Oh god.
I love the way he says my name when he taunts me.
The way he pulls my hair.
I hate that I love him.
I hate that he bullies me.
I want him.
I hate life.
I hate how he smiles at me in the halls.
I love how he calls me names.
I hate how he never gets in trouble.
I hate how he kissed me behind the bleachers.
I hate how he asked me out.
I hate how I said no.
I should have said yes.
Can he ask again?
He asked me again.
I said yes.
I love how we date.
I love that I lost my virginity to him.
I love how we're still dating.
I love how he asked me to marry him.
I love that I said yes.
I hate that he bullied me.
I still hate him.
But at the same time,
I love him.
I hate how much I love him.
My name is Kirstin Taylor Hoying,
And I hate Scott Richard Hoying.
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I have no idea where I got this idea from. Someone gave me an idea yesterday and I'm going to work on it soon.
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