Sleep? Who needs that?

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Why do I never sleep even though I'm tired?
I'm tired of trying.
I'm tired of stress.
I'm tired of the burdens the world puts on us.
Yet I never sleep.
My soul is my own, not anyone else's to keep.
The world needs to stop controlling me like they own me.
I'm constantly tired, even if it's noon I'll yawn.
Yet I know why I can't seem to sleep.
I'm torturing myself with it.
I can't explain why.
No sleep allowed for me though.
Based on my own rules, I'm slowly becoming a shell of a person, walking around completely exhausted.
I have bags under my eyes now.
Never had that before.
Haven't slept properly for about two weeks.
Then again, they say sleep is for the weak.
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So yeah. I haven't been sleeping  enough. I've been laying in bed till about one o'clock. I wake up at six each morning. Not a good idea. This wasn't really rhyming. Idk what it was really. This is kinda like my own form of self harm. (I'm not trying to be offensive with that last sentence btw. Sorry if I offend someone with it. )It's not good for me sooooo. Yeah. Cya next time. It's currently 12:19 at night.

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