Introspection

Alone

Do you ever feel like you're completely alone in this?
Without others, life goes amiss.
It helps to have someone have your back.
But without anyone, I crack.
When I realize people are there for me, I cry.
And I find it hard to dry my eye.
I hate to cry in front of the masses.
The tears, they dirty my glasses.
But eventually the tears subside.
So at some point, it doesn't even look like I cried.
Apparently, that's how I show my love.
I guess those tears just needed a shove.
Eventually, I realize I'm alone again.
So I just sadly stay in my den.
I don't let anyone in.
Especially not my twin.
I'm too afraid to hurt.
Because that makes me feel like dirt.
I don't sleep well.
I just stay in my shell.
Afraid of the world.
Just sitting, curled.
I'm afraid to ask a question.
I don't show my obsessions.
All because I'm alone.
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Well would u look at that, it's 12:25pm. I know no one reads these anymore so idk why I write this bottom section. Cya next time if you ever read this.