Marcus is standing in front of me. My hands are so cold, I don't think I can do this.
“Marcus... there's just one thing I wanna tell you. I mean not really one thing, It could be a lot of things but comprehends to one idea” I buckle my words.”
He just nod so I proceed to what I'm trying to say. “Lately, I just...” I sigh “Um... ah? You know, feel a little cold to you” There's a lot of words that want to come outside my mouth but he stopped me, he pulled me closer to him and closed the distance between us.
He hugged me tight.
“I know what's exactly you're trying to say Kate. And I will make it all easier for you. It's okay. I understand” He lets me go and kissed my forehead.
I feel so confused,. Why does it look so easy for him to do this? Maybe Jonas is right, maybe he really did cheat on me and maybe he loved that Dorothy more than he loves me now...
Like I loved Jonas more than I love him now...
Oh gosh finally I have admitted it to myself.
I'm free now
I feel so calm that finally I don't have to say those three empty words to a man that I no longer love... no more pretending... no more stupid mantra... no more staying in love. And maybe... just maybe, Jonas and I could work together.
Me: Hey, sorry about how I acted yesterday.
Jonas: it's fine i understand that. Are you ready to talk now?
Me: Yeah sure. It would be great. :)
Jonas: see you tomorrow let's talk after class at the waiting shed
Of course, at the waiting shed. It's where it all started right? I hug my phone.
We'll talk tomorrow, maybe we could work out, but maybe not so soon but who knows right?
Tomorrow I'll tell him how I feel. I'll tell him the three words, but this time it's not empty... cause it will mean a lot of how I feel for him.
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Three Empty Words #UDWAwards2018
RomanceWhen will we know if we still love the person we used to love before? What if something inside you has changed and suddenly you don't feel the same way? Are years an enough reason to stay and keep a relationship? Or will you throw all your memories...
