Again

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I said it was just a phase,

I said that was the last time,

But as the blood leaves my veins,

I know now that was a lie.

I'm addicted to the feel of the,
intense physical pain.

Because it takes away the mental,
and for just a few seconds I feel sain.

It brings me to a place of solace and peace.

As the blood slowly drips to the floor.

It puts my entire body at ease,

But when it's done it leaves me wanting more.

I know I said I wouldn't do it again,

But the pain built up, and I just broke.

It feels like this sensation will never end,

So I'll take one more knife stroke.

Once I've gotten my fix, and cleaned my skin, and wrapped my cuts back up.

I'll continue to act like I'm perfectly fine.

But in reality I'm totally
FUCKED.

- Mine

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