I didn't realize how dependent I was on people........ I wasn't finally getting better, or happy. I was ignoring it, I was not thinking about it. I was distracting myslef with conversation, and thoughts of finally having a friend. I was never getting better...... I was just avoiding. You were the first conversation, so you were the one who meant the most, who I will always think about, and miss. Who I will always love..... now I'm left with everything that was wrong in the begining, but even worse. Now I think about you, and how I miss you. How I wish you were still here. How I could have done something differently, or changed. If I was too annoying, and bothered you too much. How you said you wouldn't leave, but you fuckin did..... How I'm a mess without you.....
Just please be happy, be safe, be well, be loved...... as long as you are all of thos things. I can accept your absents, and let you go.... for good.
- Mine
A/n.... I wrote this for someone a long while ago, but never sent it..... It fits well in this book tho, so I though id post it, so I could update today. I'm sorry I haven't been writing alot lately, I haven't really had the motivation to do that.
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Quotes and Poems On Depression and SelfHarm
PoesiaQuotes, Poems, Poetry, Short Stories, Songs, about Depression/Suicide/SelfHarm. Some might not be about depression, suicide, ect.... but I might just be proud of something I write and want you all to read it. Highest Rank #67 In Poetry :0
