Quotes and Poems On Depression and SelfHarm

I'm Going Too

Fresh marks lies on the inside of my thighs,
Blood drips down like the tears from my eyes,
I swore to fucking God that you'd never see me cry,
But as I think about it now,
That was a lie.

You've seen me at my worst while ya waiting for the best,
You always held me close, even when I was a mess.
You would tell me its okay, that this is the worse it get,
And to dream of happy days, becasue that's what would come next.

That the world was just testing me, don't let it get the best of me.
That I could make it through this, stop let it stress me.
That I was the strongest person that you had ever met, that I was everything to you, too not forget.

You were always there to lift me up,
To make me feel like I was enough.
To show me I was loved,
And made sure I never ever gave up.

You were my rock,
The reason I didn't stop,

But now I'm stuck in the aftershock of what you did,
When you that short ass walk off that fucking bridge.

It was our anniversary for the day we met,
We got to arguing over something stupid that was said,
That's when took off and did what the fuck you fucking did,
On a fucking day that I'll never ever ever forget.

You left me in the very worst way possible.
Did you even stop to think about what I would do?
You fuckin knew I could never live without you.
So you already know what I'm about to have to go through.

I'll see you in a minute baby, I'll see you soon
How could you ever think I could live in this world without you.

The slit in my writs is already done
This is a battle that depression has already won
I just gotta wait for the blood to finally leave my veins
Becasue here was never ever where I was supposed to stay.....
I'm on my way

The razors already done it's work,
I just gotta wait for the blood to leave my fucking veins.
Then I'll be on my way,
Becasue here was never where I was supposed to stay.....

My home is you, so that's what I'm gonna do.
I'm coming to you, I don't give a fuck what I gotta do.
I'll see you soon.

- Mine

A/N.... This is more of a rap, and not a poem. And yes I did just revise the whole thing, and change a bunch of it.