Depression is something, that I don't take easily
It really gets to me
It can tear me down in one thought,
One word
I know it seems absurd
That a simple moment can completely change everything that I am feeling
I am depressed right now.
It could be because I'm lonely,
Or feel like I am being annoying to the one person I have to actually talk to so I just don't.
It could be because I'm sad,
I'm sad that you are not here, but what's even sadder is that I can't trust you when your not
I can't trust you because in the back of my mind every time your distant or short I think back to the moment you did me wrong and I'm wondering if your doing it again, no matter how many times you tell me you won't.
I'm depressed because even tho I have forgiven you, my mind just won't let me forget.
And so I dwell, and I am afraid that I will do that until I completely push you away, and so I keep my feeling to myself, and don't mention it, and that, well that makes me even more depressed.....
I'm trapped in this circle, this marry go round, this tornado of thoughts, that just keeps bringing me down.
My mind is my worst enemy, the worst part about that is I'll never be able to escape.
So I stay depressed, because I don't really know how to not be any more.
- Mine
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Quotes and Poems On Depression and SelfHarm
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