Quotes and Poems On Depression and SelfHarm

11:42 pm

A/N Originally I didn't write an ending to it, but I felt like it was missing something so I added a few more lines. I wrote this on a really tough night, it means a lot me me, so thats why i decided to post it. Its more like slam poetry, but y'all should catch on to the rythem once you start reading it.  

It's 7:02 am, but i've been staring at my phone since 11:42 pm watching the minutes tick by as if it were a new tv series on netflix that i just couldn't get enough of.

Every minute feels like a day, every hour like a year, but yet I can't bring myself to look away in hopes that something might change besides the time, it's 7:03 am.

Still no test or call, i've got nothing at all except a brain full of worries, and a heart full of pain, and none of it's going to go away until I know you're okay, it's 7:04 am.

I still remember the last thing I heard you say, until his voice appeared in the background, and everything went blank; My stomach dropping to the ground the second the phone cut out, and the extreme empty sound that is my room without you in it, it's 7:05 am.

The tears are back, pouring out of my eyes like rain drops onto my last dry pillow, because every second since you went away is some of the most excruciating pain, like someone repeatedly dropping my heart from a twenty story building, and I don't know how much more I can take before i break, its 7:06 am.

My eyes are getting heavy, my body is getting weak. I don't know how much longer I can fight off this sleep, but I refuse to close my eyes until you come back to me......

Please, Please... come back to me, it's 7:07 am.

It's 11:42 pm, she never came back to me, and she never will. Cherish every second you have with the ones you love, because you never know when it's gonna be your last. I know I didn't.