Jay thought it would have been best to leave Adria alone for a while. So he had to deal with the now fake relationship between Candice and himself whilst watching Adria with her friends. It really bothered him. What all the people said to him. How he's that freaking stupid. It's been a month since Jay asked Candice out. They were due to break up on October 5th. After that , Jay plans to apologize to Adria. For all the damage he's done to her. Actually , he did know Adria fancied him , but it felt surreal to him. But because he took it as something that isn't real , his oppurtunities had faded away.
Sitting on the edge of his bed , he recieved a message from the one and only. It was Adria. Cliche ? I know.
Adria Cassidy
Hey Jay.
Look before anything else I just wanted to apologize for saying this to you. I know i'm not supposed to. I know it isn't the right time. But I badly need to get this out my chest. Do whatever you want , block me , ignore me , it's okay. I'd understand why anyway.
For the past 10 years I've fancied you.
No wonder why i don't talk to you in school , huh? Everytime you were with Candice , it did pain me , but not enough to make me cry. It's just a crush , anyway. What's the big deal of it? I don't own you. I can't do anything about it. You love Candice and I gotta accept that fact.
Hey it's okay if you don't greet me every year on my birthday , even if i do to you. I don't matter to you , don't. I? I'm just some girl in class you're used to ignoring. Heh. I'm saying such silly stuff. I really hate confessions.
But after you read this message I will never bother you ever again. I will take you off my mind. And I'll have to force myself to delete any feelings I have for you.
Thanks for all the conversations that make my heart leap.
Sorry if you wouldn't be able tonreply to this message. I don't think I'd be able to emotionally handle your reply.
Bye Jay （＾_＾）.
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Jay was absolutely speechless. He felt his heart drop to the pit of his stomach and the butterflies turned into rotting moths. He weakly dropped his phone and his eyes were as wide as the sky. He could feel the tears brimmer in his eyes but he had to stop himself. He needed to get himself together and try to think of a way to fix this. His chest had tightened and he could barely breath.
So it was true. Jay thought.
I feel like a jerk. He punished himself. He slapped himself, banged his head on the pillow , and kept murmuring WHAT DO I DO?! from time to time. He will talk to Adria tomorrow. No matter what.
