"Adria, I don't deserve you, nor do I deserve your forgiveness, but please be with me."
Silence surrounded the atmosphere and all that was heard was my screams of anxiety wether she'd still accept me.
"I'd love to Jay. " i gleamed, but then she continued. " But we still can't be together. And you know exactly why. " I was left agape and my heart ached bit by bit.
"You wanted to stay true to your word? You want all the 10 years to be thrown away?" I said in a low-voice.
"Yes- as well as the part where we concern those who'd get hurt. Ron feels the same way I feel when I see you with Candice and- I don't want to break my friendship with him.Candice..she's my friend. I know she loves you with all her heart and you might tear her down doing this. Yeah I do like you but I've made up my mind. You should have done this when you had the chance! I'm sorry -- but you're too late--"
"What do you mean I'm too late?"
"--Ron and I are together !"
I felt my whole world stop. I looked at her face which was painted with both anger and sadness. She didn't look at me. She couldn't. Her tears were about to fall but it was as if she forced her self not to cry. I was frozen , my mind went all over the place and everything became blurry as I dropped that first tear. Now all the pain from Adria's eyes when she saw me , doubled. I didn't know that it would hurt this much. Is this what it felt like for Adria when I asked Candice out?
I'm too late.
She was right.
I was too late.
"I-I'm sorry Jay--I have to go--just forget this ever happened. Just forget about me and everything will be fine. GOSH , this is dramatic. I'm only in highschool you assholes let me live my life—" she walked away from me, and talked to herself loudly.
But , just like that she's gone.
