Caleb's POV
As I drove off I punched the wheel and swore. My hands clenched the steering wheel and thought.
While I was kissing Kenya I couldnt control myself. I wanted her more than ever. Her lips. The way she moaned and felt my body. Pulling my hair.
I groaned and pulled into my driveway and went upstairs to my bedroom. I plopped down on my bed and closed my eyes.
I saw her face. Her hands rubbing my body. I quickly opened my eyes.
No! I'm falling for her to hard. I don't want to hurt her. To take advantage of her.
I thought about Jasmine Hone and shuddered. When Kenya asked, I couldn't bring myself to tell her. To tell her how I was before I met her.
I know I care about her. Need her. She's so special. I remember the confused look on her face while I was pretending to focus on the buttons that I was buttoning on my shit. I saw from the corner of my eye, her eyebrows knitted together.
When we were in the car I didn't have to balls to look her in the eye so I focused out the windshield. I know she was looking at me but I payed her no mind.
When she leaned in to kiss me I slightly moved and she got the hint.
Even with my eyes open I can see her pained expression. It broke my heart, then and now, as I lay in bed.
The pain in her eyes. I couldn't bare it. I tightened my fist.
I wanted to punch something so bad right now.
I never wanted to hurt her. But I had ended up getting her into a car crash, and then breaking her heart tonight.
Maybe I'm not meant for her.
I need to push her away. I can't love her. I refuse to love her.
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Unexpected Love
RomantizmGetting into that car crash I never thought that something like him could change my life dramatically. As I looked into his eyes I fell in love all over again.
