One Shots {Sidepack/others}

Hurt

Simon P.O.V

My mum died. I had just got a phone call and all they said that my mom had passed. She was the only one there to support me. I had tears streaming down my face. I have to tell someone or I'm going to brake. I go to the only person I can. I walk down some stairs until I get to a certain door. "Babe can I come in," I yell from the other side of the door. "Yep come right in," he yelled back. I enter to see some familiar faces. "Rob, Preston, Lachy," I said. They all replied with hi's. "Let me guess rocket league?" I asked. "You know!!!!!" Preston yelled. "Hey I need to talk to you in private no offense," I said. "Ya sure bye guys," Vikk said waving bye. They all said bye then ended the call. "I got a phone call," I paused "my mom died," I finish. "Ohhh my God!! I'm so sorry I know how much she means to you," he said getting up and hugging me. I just hug back letting my tears fall into his soft hair. "Hey I'm done editing and recording for the day do want to watch a movie and just relax for the rest of the day," he suggested. I just nod wiping my tears. "Okay you pick the movie I will go get snacks," he said leaving the room. I jumped into his bed and pick a movie on Netflix.

A month later**

I have been still really sad that my mom passed and that my dad is blaming it on me. We all decided to have a sidemen house dinner together meaning Josh, me, Vikk and Jj. Josh was cooking since he is the best cook. "All yall get your asses down here!!!" Josh yelled from downstairs. I quickly run down the stairs going straight into the kitchen. I see 4 nice plates of pasta set out. "Take your pick," he said showing of his food. I was starving so I took the one with the most food. One plate had a very very small portion, probably for Vikk I don't know. They other two come down picking their plates. Josh took the last plate which had the smallest portion. Me and Vikk sat one one side of the island the other two on the other side. Mine and Vikk hands were intertwined under the table the two already knew that we were a couple but we don't like to show affection in front of them. "So Simon what is going on? You haven't uploaded in a month and you have been very sad lately," Josh said concern laced in his voice. "Nothing," I lie. "BULLSHIT!!! I KNOW YOU, I KNOW WHEN SOMETHING IS WRONG, WE ARE YOUR FRIENDS AND YOU CAN'T EVEN OPEN UP TO US, YOU KNOW HOW MUCH HATE WE ARE ALL GETTING BUT I DON'T CARE I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHAT IS WRONG!!!" Josh yelled. I choked back the tears wanting to fall. I hate yelling because me and my dad use to get into fight and I was always the one left broking. I noticed Josh had tears. "Nothing is wrong," I growled. "Fine Simon don't tell us," he whimpered. He left without another word. "Holy shit," Jj said stunned probably at Josh yelling. Vikk's grib had tighten. "Simon you will have to open up eventually but I can tell you need more time," Jj said. "No Jj I need to tell you, my mom died about a month ago," I said. "Ohhh Simon," he said hugging me. Then we heard someone stomping up the stairs. Me stomach drops in fear. Josh heard. We hear a door slam, then a thud. Than other, than other, than other every time getting louder. Until we heard a gaint crash. We all rush up stairs to see what Josh had done. We open the door to see holes in the wall, his setup destroyed even hrcomputer. Last Josh in the middle breathing heavy, with blood on his hand and tear streaming down his face. He collapsed onto his knees. He held his head in his hands. We all stood there with your jaws wide open. He go up looked at me and that's when the truth came out "YOU KNOW WHAT SIMON I KNOW YOU LOST YOUR MOM BUT I LOST EVERYTHING, MY MOM, DAD, STEP MOM, STEP BROTHER, MY GIRLFRIEND ALL IN ONE WEEK AND I STILL UPLOADED EVERYDAY TWICE, I TRIED NOT TO SHOW I WAS SAD BUT I HAD HATE EVERYWHERE I WENT MY OWN HOUSE BUT I STILL LOVED THEM MY FANS ARE DISINTEGRATING AND YOU CAN NOT UPLOAD IN A MONTH AND YOURS GO UP YOU DON'T KNOW HOW GOOD YOU HAVE IT!!!!!!!" He yelled. He fell to his knees crying. "AND YOU KNOW WHAT YOU HAVE AN AMAZING FUCKING BODY, A GREAT PERSONALITY AND JUST HOT AS HELL YOU DON'T HAVE TO DEAL WITH PEOPLE CALL YOU FAT UGLY POINTLESS DUMB I GET TOLD THAT EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY AND I CUT AND CUT AND WANT TO KILL MYSELF EVERY SINGLE DAY BECAUSE I CAN'T HANDLE IT ANY MORE!!!!" He confessed. We all had tears, we never knew any of this about Josh. Jj went and hugged him but that was not a good idea. He pushed him away and punched him hard. Every one backed up. "LEAVE PLEASE!!" He yelled. "NO I'M NOT LEAVING YOU HURT AND SAD I'M NOT GOING TO LEAVE," Jj exclaimed. Jj just nodded us to leave knowing this might get messy.