One Shots {Sidepack/others}

Sorry...

"I'm sorry, I guessed you weren't told. We had no warning, we had no signs. We did everything we could to save him. You left so I guess they thought not to tell you. He will be missed, he was loved and he's in a better place now. He probably up there with all of his loved ones that passed. You have to understand that he did this to himself and he made sure that we couldn't save him. He had carved everyone's names in his body each somewhere different. He wrote a note to every each one of you, yours was not with everyone else's. Yours was in his had with tear stains and drops of Blood.  He said it was for his true love, his heart and soul. We didn't read it that what was wrote before your name. He left you a few things in his will. He left you his camera, his favorite shirt, his teddy bear from when he was a child, his happiness, his sadness, his anger, his jealousy, his hopelessness. He left us too soon, he was young, not ment to be taken away so sudden. He made one final video also left for you. His instructions were to upload it or keep it to yourself. I'll be on me way know I'm really sorry Olajide Olatunji for your loss. Joshua Bradley will for ever be missed,"

That was ten years ago, that stupid police officer came to his door in LA. From that day on Jj was not the same. He stopped uploading, he stopped rapping, he stopped everything. The last thing he told to the boy was that he hated him. He will forever regret the days leading up to his date. He spoke at his funeral but all the Sidmen refused to talk to him. They knew it was his falt that Josh was no longer with us. Even he knew that he was a fault. All the fights they had, all the words he regrets, the actions he regrets. What most don't know is that Jj was a drunk, abusive, mean. The sidemen never noticed the bruises on Josh. They never noticed the slight flinch Josh would do if anyone would touch him. The never noticed the limp he would have after Jj went to hard. The never noticed the boy slowly braking. He always protect them, Jj didn't mean to most of the time he was too drunk to relise what he was doing. To be honest Jj loved Josh with all his heart and you would see it if you saw how they acted with each other when Jj wasn't drunk. They would cuddle on the couch watching movies, legs tangled together, small kisses would be exchanged, Josh's teddy hugged closed to his chest rest on top of the many blankets. Jj would hug him tighter when he would jump at scary parts in a movie and tell him that he would protect him no matter what. That never happened. He didn't protect him from the hate, he didn't protect him from his own hits, he didn't protect him from his own hateful words, he didn't protect him period.

So ten years later Jj stood on top of a chair rope around his neck. He to hold a note for his love. But his love won't be able to read it because he was were Jj will be going. Jj kicked the chair from under him and took his last breath. On October 16 2027 at 03:59 Olajide Olatunji was pronounced dead.

Athur Note

Thoughts?