One Shots {Sidepack/others}

You Choose

Why? Why do I even try? Who would care if I was gone? Who would care if I dug the blade in to deep? Who would care if I step of a stool with something wrapped around my neck? Who would care if I held my breath underwater too long? Who would find me? Who would cry over me? Who likes me? Who actually cares enough to stop me?

"These thoughts go through one person on a daily. He is hurting so bad yet no one sees it. He's screaming out for help yet no one can hear him. He stopped covering up his cuts and no one notices. No one notices when he comes home with a few bruises. No one can see his fake smile. No one can hear his fake laugh. No one can see how his numb. No one knows that he is off his medication. No one knows that he has had more panick attacks that what they call normal. No one knows that the only way he can get to bed is if he is crying. No one knows that he once passed out on his bathroom floor from blood loss. No one sees how thin he's gotten. No one knows that he's not eating. No one's knows that his throwing up everyday. No one knows that he's already dead. No one knows that when everyone goes out tonight he is going to kill himself and but an end to his misery."

The six boys finished their video before braking down. They didn't help him. They didn't notice. They didn't care. They didn't try. They didn't know. They didn't help him. But they knew that it was thier fault. They knew they could have helped.  They knew he would still be alive if just one of them noticed. If only one. One. One person could have saved another. Yet no one did. Since no one did the boy that was there for everyone was no longer there.

Joshua Bradley will forever be missed

Or

Vikram Barn

Or

Tobi Brown

Or

Simon Minter

Or

Ethan Payne

Or
Harry Lewis

Or

Olajide Olatunji

You choose.......