Beneficial To Me

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Why do I do these things for him?  It's not like he could ever actually love me.  Was I that desperate to have him fuck me that I agreed to be his little toy whenever his girlfriend left town?  Was I hopeful that he could love me? Whatever it was, I didn't care. I always thought about the first night two years ago.

Jason was a business owner who never had to travel. He had his workers do all of the deals for him. On his twentieth birthday, I decided to help him get a girlfriend. During that time, I started falling for him, hoping he'd see how I saw him. Then he met and started dating his girlfriend, Piper McLean. She had to travel a lot, but she never took Jason with her.

When I learned my crush had a girlfriend, I got really depressed and jealous. I focused on my own mechanic business, but one weekend when I knew Piper was gone, the blonde texted me. He wanted to ask me a few questions, and then hang out.

Hope had formed in my chest. I drove over, and he took me to his bedroom. Then he started explaining why he had me come over. It was all based on his desires. His needs.

Of course, Jason had said he never had sex before, neither had I, and asked if he had my permission to be each other's first. My mind loved the idea.

So, I let Jason take me right then and there. I didn't moan out his name. He didn't moan mine out, either. But I still thought it was the best night of my life. The next day, I woke up alone. A note said I could leave whenever I wanted, so I left right then. We've never woken up together after a night like that.

Shaking my head of the memories, I focus on what I was doing: sitting on my couch, listening to music peacefully. That is, until my phone went off.  When I saw the name, I felt worried and excited all at the same time.

My Grace 💙~

Hey, Leo... I need help

You know what for

Door's unlocked for when
you get here

My face blushes over, thinking about the whole situation I have going on. I grab my keys, turn off the lights to my house, and lock the door behind me as I run to my car.

It wasn't a far drive, maybe ten minutes, when I finally I pulled into the blonde's driveway. I took a minute to get my bearings before exiting my car and walking to the door. Just as he said, the door was unlocked.

"Hey," a voice greeted when I stepped inside.

My face blushed over when I met the blue eyes of Jason Grace. "Hey." I closed the door behind me, fiddling with the hem of my shirt.

Jason chuckled. "You always look so nervous when I ask you to come over."

"Well," I look down, "what if Piper comes back in the middle of it? I don't want to ruin your relationship or anything."

The blonde reached out, using a finger to make me look at him. "You won't ruin our relationship. I admit, it's wrong on my part, but I brought you into this. If anyone is at fault, it's me. Like hell it would be you."

I chuckle nervously, feeling his other hand grip my waist. "She'll blame me, though."

"Just don't think about it," Jason said, moving his other hand to my thigh. "Do you want to try the wall again?"

Ah, last month. That was an experimental phase. We did it in the kitchen, on the coffee table in the living room, and attempted the wall. Of course, with the sweat, I kept slipping against him, and then pleaded to go back to the bed.

"Why do you want to try that again?" I whine. Then, I felt a pang. "Did you... try this with her?"

Jason shook his head. "She wants to get married before we have sex. No, I just want to see if we can do it without you slipping out of my arms."

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