Just a place where I can talk

Alone

I am sitting outside alone.
There is so many people inside.
My anxiety level was so high.
I had to escape from everyone and everything.
So I am outside.
In the cold.
Realizing that I am all alone.
Not in a family way.
Or in a friend way.
I am lonely in a love way.
Knowing that I have no one to kiss.
Knowing that I have no one by my side.
So I am here.
All alone.
Thinking that I'm not beautiful.
Thinking that I'm not worth anyone's time.
Thinking that no one would care if I died right now.
I am all alone.
All alone..
I'm alone...
I'm....