MANAN: Unbearable Pain of Love

CHAPTER 5: HER VOICE

MANIK POV

We pass to the music room, but there what I saw made me shock and confuse. A student of mass and communication is playing violin with her eyes close. The girl is Nandini. I told fab4 to go the jam room I coming in few minutes, they said ok and left but Cabir give me a suspicious look. I ignore that look and look back to that girl. She start playing violin, and start singing...

(PLZ FOR ONCE HEAR THIS SONG FROM YUVRAJ MOVIE: BY ALKA YAGINI )

Tu Muskura jaha bhi h tu Muskura..

Tu muskura jahan bhi hai tu muskura,

Tu dhoop ki tarah badan ko choo zara,

Sharir si yeh muskurhatein teri,

Badan mein sunti hu mein aahatein teri,

Labon se aake choo de apne lab zara,

Tu muskura jahan bhi hai tu muskura,

Sharir si yeh muskurhatein teri,

Badan mein sunti hu mein aahatein teri...

God what a melodious voice, I never heard such a pure voice before. I feel like I knew tune, I record what she sings and play. There was a different kind of pain in her voice, like she has lost someone, like she is calling someone, she is praying for someone to come back to her. Her voice is sending me shivers, I see myself actually I am shivering with the intensity of her voice. Tears are coming out from the corner of her closed eyes. I see the path of those tears, from her cheeks there are falling down to her neck and some are on her hand but without caring she continue playing.

Aisa hota hai khayalon mein aksar,

Tujhko sochu to mehek jaati hu,

Meri rooh mein bassi hai teri khushbu,

Tujhko choo lu to behek jaati hu,

She was considering someone is her dreams, but that person is far away from her. God her intensity is doing something on me. I am loosing my senses.Her voice is beautiful just like her. She is lost in someone, someone touch make her go insane, someone thoughts are giving aroma to her.

She was so engrossed that she didn't knew that her phone is ringing. But as she heard the cell ring, the link of her singing broke. She wipe her tears roughly, take a sharp breathe and then receive the call with a soft voice..

N (politely): Hello

N: Arre I was in the office that's y I didn't pick up ur call

N: u finish ur work

N: wait for a sec

She hurridly pick up her stuff and started to move and last word I heard from her was OK Jaanu with a smile.

N (smilingly): ok Jaanu

While she was talking my ears are totally on her talk but my concentration was on her lips.It feels like I know those pink lips, I have seen them, I was seeing that how her lips are moving. They way in which she is talking, the way she is smiling on the caller talks.

I follow her, she sit on red activa and left out of my sight. I came back to jam room, but my thoughts are occupied by that girl. I start tunning my guitar, but wrong cords.

Mu: Manik kya ho gya h tjhe, kyu galat tunning kar rha h tu

D: Buddy is everything ok

M: yup, I am fine

Mu: vo to dikh hi rha h kitna fine h tu

Ca: tera mood nhi h kya, to hum baad me jamming kar lenge

M: Ya guys can we play later I m not feeling well

Al: kya hua Manik

Mu: tu thik to h na Manik

M: hold on, nothing serious ok just a little headache

Mu: because of what Manik

Ca: kyu CBI wali bani h

Mu: tu chup reh, mene question usse pucha h

M: because of lack of sleeping

D: Buddy than u go home take rest, we will meet u in the evening

Ca: yup at my house

Al, D, Mu & M: okay

I came home and lay down on my bed, thinking about what happen today, why those things are affecting me, y that girl is affecting me? Why her words are echoing in my ears? Whatever she  sang leave a deep impact on me. But WHY?