You were in a random place,alone. It was snowing, but you didn't feel any cold. Someone came up to you. He was Kyungsoo, you knew that something bad was going to happen, soon. You could see his face, he was handing a gun.
-Jagi I'm sorry, you were right, I'm a bad husband- this was the last thing he says before shooting his own head with the gun.
-NOOO KYUNGSOO!- you were horrified...
-JAGI! JAGI! ______!- Kyungsoo was calling your name, you shot your eyes open, Kyungsoo wasn't by your side ,but you were sure you heard his voice. A loud bang on the door make you jump.
- JAGI? _____ are you okay? Please open the door baobei- the memories of last night came to you.
~FLASHABCK~
-Kyungsoo are you cheating on me?- your eyes were filled with tears. You caught your husband kissing another girl.
-Jagi, I'm ..... I'm sorry, I don't know why I did it!
-I FUCKING HATE YOU DO KYUNGSOO! YOU'RE A CHEATER!- you couldn't stop your tears.
- Maybe I did cheat on you because you're so fucking boring! I need some action! This relationship is totally dead!- Kyungsoo was building in anger.
- YOU'RE THE WORST HUSBAND A GIRL CAN HAVE!- with that you turn back and go to your apartment looking yourself in the room you both shared.
~END FLASHBACK~
-Jagi please open the door or at least say something, you're scaring me- Kyungsoo came home .. after the fight he probably end up sleeping on the couch.
-GO AWAY! I don't want to see you anymore!- this wasn't truth, the truth is that you wanted him, here, with you comforting you after this nightmare.
- I know your lying, your voice is shaking- SHIT! he knows you really well.
-Like if you care! You are bored of me. You said that our relationship is dead r,emember? you cheated on me Kyungsoo.
-Listen, I didn't want to kiss that girl ,but you've been so rare this lasts days and I thought that you were the one cheating on me. I saw you with Kai on Monday, you were holding his hands and he was hugging you.
The reasons that you were strange it was that on Monday you found out you were 6 weeks pregnant. You called Kai since he's your best friend.
-IDIOT! there's others reasons for being strange! For god's sake Kyungsoo I'm married with you no with Kai!
-Then, why was Kai hugging you?
-Because I asked him if he could go with me to the doctor because I didn't want to go alone!
-And why couldn't you ask me? I'm your husband!
-Because ... because I was scared okay?
-Why?
-Because I'm pregnant idiot! That's why I've been rare... Ididn't know how to tell you that!- Finally, you told him the truth. Silence took over the room.
-You ... You are pregnant with Kai's child?- Kyungsoo asked you.
-No, idiot! I'm pregnant with your child! Kai only go with me because I didn't want to go alone.- how the hell he could think that?
-JAGI OPEN THE DOOR!- he was screaming at you, this couldn't be good. You were scared of him.- I'm not going to hurt you or something, I'm your husband so please open the door.
-you already did ... you hurt me- you could hear him sigh.
-Please, let's talk about this with calm. This is not correct. We're talking about our unborn child. So please open the door and let me in and then we can talk about this calmy.
You stand up from the bed and walk to the door. Your hands were trembling as you unlock the door and before you could move Kyungsoo was hugging you like he was afraid to loose you.
-Why were you afraid of me? I'm not gonna leave you because you got pregnant.- Kyungsoo was telling you the words you wanted to hear and you couldn't control your tears anymore. All the pain, stress, fear was there. Kyungsoo knew that he did things wrong and he needs to do it better. After all he was going to be a dad.
-Now, could you please tell me why you were screaming before? You scared me- Kyunsoo asked when you were a little bit calmy.
- I had a nightmare, you killed yourself in front of me because you weren't a good husband- the nightmare was so real. Kyungsoo hugged you tighther.
-I'm not going anywhere .... shh it's okay, it was my fault I'm sorry.
