Surprise! After 5 days in the hospital i'm finally out! And i want it to celebrate it with an update. I repeat... I UPDATED!! OMFG! Anyway thank you everybody for all this LOVELY, AMAZING, CUTE, BRILLIANT messages that you guys send me. They made me feel better! Saranghaeyo!
Kris sighed as his hand rested on the closed door. He could hear your sobs and all because a man who didn0t deserve you. Changmin. He cheated on you and blamed you of it before breaking up with you.
If you knew that he loved you since the first day...
-_____ I'm here- he heard the door open and there you were with red and puffy eyes and stained cheeks.
-Kris...- in no time his arms were around you, hugging you, giving you love. You cried even harder.
-Shhh ... it's okay ... I'm here ... He doesn't deserve you- Kris sat on your bed with you on his lap. Your head on his chest, listening to his heartbeat.
-I will never be good enough for anybody- you sobbed. Changmin always said that you were too fat for him, too ugly ... maybe he was right. Kris couldn't believe what he was hearing. In his eyes you were the most perfect creature he ever saw! Your eyes, your nose, your lips ... those lips that make him crazy. Your curves! He loved every single thing about you while that bastard didn't know what he had.
-Don't say that! THAT BASTARD!- he yelled. Anger was boiling inside him.- I know boys that will pay just to be with you *like me*... Like I said before ... he doesn't deserve you!- you never saw Kris so angry towards someone.
-It's okay Kris, calm down!- you hugged Kris and his heart started to beat faster- Are you okay Kris?-You placed your hands on his cheeks that now are red.
-Ye-Yeah- he looked away. Both of you stayed in the same position until you calmed yourself down, but as the time passes you found yourself thinking more about Kris and forgetting about your ex-boyfriend.
Now that you think about it Kris has always been by your side. You started to look at him, who had fallen asleep, or that's what you think. His lips, his hair, his eyes that now were closed ... everything about him made your heart beat faster. It was about time that you admitted that you loved him.
-If you keep staring me with this intensity you will make a hole in my face- his voice made me jump.
-So-sorry Kris- you looked at your hands embarrassed. He laughed and made you look at him. He was smiling ... damn that smile!
-It's okay. Are you better now?- he asked with a concerned expression. You nodded. You couldn't speak he was too close and his eyes ipnotized you- What are you looking at?
-Your eyes- after saying it you covered your mouth. You saw his eyes het wider- Uhh ... I mean ... you have nice eyes ... I'm sorry I don't know what I'm saying- you couldn't finish because his his were on yours! After the shock, you responded at the kiss placing your hands on the back of his neck.
-I love you _____, I always did- he always loved you ... that means that while you were dating Changmin he was ... suffering.
-I don't deserve you Kris, you're too good for me. I love you too, but I can afford making you suffer again- he placed his hands on my cheecks wipping the tears that were falling. I haven't noticed I started to cry.
-The only way you can hurt me is not being with me ____, I don't think I could stand seeing you with other man, see him hurt you like Changmin did. I promise that I won't hurt you.
-I really don't deserve you- you kissed him- but I love you too much to let you go. Selfish, huh?- he smiled.
-Not really. I love you. ____ will you be my girlfriend?
- Yes, and I love you more.
"We accept the love we think we deserve"- The perks of being a wallflower.
