This one is too short but i hope you like it anyways. I just want to thank you everyone who's helping me to go through thi shit called depression. saranghae ~
You took your sleeves down. Your boyfriend Tao is gonna be here in any moment and you don't want him to see your horrible scars.
The words that your umma told you popped in your head. " Who's gonna love a girl with scars? No one! You're crazy!".
The doorbell ring telling you that your handsome panda boyfriend is here to pick you up.
You open the door and smile at the boy who's in front of you. He's wearing short sleeves t-shirt and jeans. He looks handsome.
-Jagi aren't you hot?- this question was usual since you never wear anything with short sleeves.
-No, I think I caught I cold.- obviously you were lying ,but you couldn't tell him the truth.
-No, I'm fine, come one, let's go!- you take his hand. Tao believes everything you say to him. You feel bad for lying to your own boyfriend ,but if he sees your scars he's going to leave you like everybody does.
Both of you sit on your usual spot in the park. The weather is hot and you start to feel a little dizzy.
-Jagi, are you sure you're okay?- Tao was worried about you.
-Yes, I'm okay.
-You look so red, maybe you should take your sweater off, it's too hot to wear that.-Your vision goes blurry and the last thing you see is Tao's worried expression.
Something cold was pressing to your forehead. You open your eyes. You are in a white room, so clean. You are in the hospital.
-Are you awake now?- a male voice is talking to you. You turn your head just to see your panda's worried expression.
-Why i'm in the hospital?
-Your temperature was to higher and you passed out- Tao's expression was serious.- Why didn't you tell me about those scars?
SHIT! He's gonnaleave you know.
-Because I didn't want you to see this horrible part of myself.- your tears fall uncontrollably down your cheeks.
-Why did you do this to yourself?
-Because I deserve it! Everybody was telling me that the world would be so much better without me.
- I don't think so. I love you. That was the reason why you were wearing long sleeves?- you nod- Well, you don't need to do that. I don't care if you have self harm scars or not. You're beautiful inside out and I love everything about you, even the scars. But please don't lie to me again.
Your eyes were filled with tears. You couldn't believe that this handsome man loves you even with this scars.
-Saranghae!- he kisses your arms. He gives a kiss to every single scars on your arms.
You couldn't be any happier, couldn't you?
-Saranghaeyo oppa!
