Dedicated to my favorite author-nim, you know i love you sissy! I hope you like it! It's not good as your works but i put all my effort on it. If you don't like it, tell me and i'll do another one!
Saranghaeyo!
~SARAH'S P.O.V~
Kris came home drunk ... again. It was the third time this week. Every time he came drunk, he abused me, so I expected what was coming next.
-Sarah! Where the fuck are you bitch?- I shivered- So you're here! Why can't you do anything right? Are you retarded or something?- He slapped me, it wasn't something new, but that doesn't mean that didn't hurt me, mentally and physically.- Say something!- He pushed me, too hard and I end up hitting my head with the wall. I groan in pain. This is going too far. Tears start falling down my face - Ughh, the only thing you do is cry, I hate you woman, you're so weak!- and with that he just left me alone with my sobs. My head was hurting. I took a look on the reflection of the mirror. I've bruises all over my face, shoulders and arms.
I could hear Kris snore. He fell sleep again on the couch. I took the blanket and covered him. I kissed his forehead.
- Good night oppa - and with that I walked to our bedroom. Another night sleeping all alone.
~KRIS P.O.V~
My head was hurting. I drank too much last night. I looked around and realized that I wasn't on the bedroom, I was on the couch, covered with a white blanket. I recognize it, it was Sarah's blanket. Everytime she watch a k-drama wraps herself on this blanket. I stand up and walked to our room. Sarah was covered with my grey blanket I smiled. I looked at the watch. Shit I was going to be late! I rushed to the bathroom, I took a shower and changed my clothes. No time for goodbyes. I rushed to practice.
~SARAH'S P.O.V~
I hear him singing in the shower, a smile formed on my lips. I pretended to be sleeping until I heard the door close. I stand up on the bed, today wasn't feeling okay, I feel dizzy. I took a shower and changed my clothes. I started to feel worse so I went to the doctor.
-Miss Sarah, you're not sick - I was going to protest, I feel like dying- you're pregnant.
No, I couldn't be pregnant. Kris is going to be angry.
-Yes, you're pregnant, but I have a question ... Did your husband abuse you? - My eyes wide at the question.
-No, of course he not, he loves me so much. The problem is that I'm clumsy. I trip over everything.- I lied.
-Are you sure, because...
-Yes, I'm sure. Thanks for everything- and with that I walked home. How the hell I'm going to tell Kris that I'm pregnant?
~LATER THAT DAY~
Kris came drunk again. I tried to hyde, but he caught me by the wrist.
-Where do you think are you going slut?- He was twisting my wrist.
-Kris, you're hurting me.
-Do I look like I care?- my eyes widen at his words, he doesn't care about me anymore, that's why. He doesn't love me anymore.
-IF YOU DON'T CARE, ME AND MY CHILD WERE GOING TO LEAVE -I yelled at him. He looked at me with confusion.
-Child? What child?
-I'M PREGNANT JERK, AND IT'S YOURS!- it was the first time I yelled at him, his eyes widen.
-Are you serious? You're pregnant with my child so I'm going to be a father?- A smile was forming on his lips.
-No, you're not gonna be a father, since you don't care if you hurt me or not and you had abused of me from the last 5 months, I don't want you to be his father- and with that I run to our bedroom and loocked the door.
~KRIS P.O.V~
I was frozen on my spot. I heard the door of our bedroom close. Did I abuse her? Yes. Did I hurt her? Yes. Do I deserve her? No. Am I a bad husband? Yes. Do I want this child? Yes. But the most important question is: Do I love her? Yes, with all my heart. SHIT! This is all my fault. I ruffed my hair with frustration. I walked to our bedroom, but I couldnt open the door because she looked the door. She's afraid of me. Tears start to fall down my face.
-Saranghae Sarah- and with that I walked out of home. I need to make it up for her. I buy her favorite flowers, chocolate and tea. I saw a cute fluffy panda and I buy it too, Sarah loves pandas. I rent her favorite movies. And Ibuy all her favorite food. I walked home again, I'm going to put all my effort for her to love me again.
~SARAH'S P.O.V~
I heard Kris trying to open the door, I was afraid of him so much, but I loved him so much and I couldn't change my feelings for him.
-Saranghae Sarah- his voice was craked ... that means he was crying. I heard the front door close, so he left me. I curled myself in a ball, I couldn't take this pain. I fell sleep thinking about him and his craked voice.
A nock in the door, woke me up. -Sarah, jagi, please open the door, please talk to me, please let me in, please love me again- Kris was here, he's not leaving me. I stand up and touched the door.
-I never stopped loving you Kris, but now I have to protect another life...
- I know, and I know Ididn't treat you like you deserve, you're my princess, I want to have a happy family with you, but I understand if you wanna leave, I hurted you- his voice was soft, like he was afraid of hurting me.
-I don't want to leave you, but I need you to promise that you will stop, for the baby, for us Kris, because I love you- and with that I unlooked the door. He was standing in front of the door with his eyes glued to the floor.
-I ... I promise, please don't leave me- he looked like a lost child. Afraid. Vulnerable. I've never seen him like this before and it totally broke my heart. I wrapped my arms around his waist.
-It's okay, we're going to be okay- he wrapped his arms around me, never letting me go.
-I'm so sorry jagi, please believe me, I will never do that again- he was telling me the truth, I knew it.
-I forgive you Kris- I kissed him. We broke the kiss. He took my hand and walked me to the living room.
The full room was decorated with my favorite flowers. The table was full of my favorite food, chocolate and tea. A cute panda was placed in the couch and my favorite movie was on the DVD ready to be watched. I looked at him with confusion.
-Let me make it up for you please- I just nodded, he seems to need it more than me.
~LATER~
Kris fell sleep while watching the movie, his arms wrapped around me, never letting me go.
-Saranghae Oppa- and with that I fell sleep in his arms.
