This one is so short sorry!
Something was wrong. Luhan was by your side, but he was so distant at the same time. It was like your worst nightmare, when he leaves you.
-_____, I don't love you anymore- he was saying the words that scared you the most, he was going to leave you.
-Why?- you can even breathe properly.
-Because you're boring, you don't deserve me, I like models not you- and with that he leaves you with your darkest thoughts.
-No, Luhan please don't leave again...
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-JAGI! JAGI! HEY HEY I'M NOT GOING ANYWAY______ WAKE UP!- you were hearing Luhan's voice, but you couldn't open your eyes. It was like the nightmare paralyzed your body. The fear of him leaving you again was there, not letting you live pacefuly
-Shhhh, It's okay baby, I'm not going to go anyway. I'm sorry for being stupid and cheated on you and leaving you, that was the worst mistake I ever made, but please forgive me. It hurts me to see you like this, scared of me leaving you. Believe I'm not going to make the same mistake twice.
Something fall on your face ... water? Was he crying? You slowly open your eyes just to see Luhan crying. He was hugging you so tight. You stroke his hair.
-It's okay Luhan, I'm sorry for waking you up. Stupid nightmares!
-You don't need to apologize ____, this is my fault, everything is my fault.- You couldn't see Luhan like this because you could see that he was hurting inside.
-Luhan, it's okay, let's forgive this. It was the past. You were different. I was different. Let's look to the future. All i want to do with you in the future.
-Our future? Do you still wanna be with me after all I did to you?- he placed his hand on your arm, where your scars were- I did this to you, I was going to lose you forever.
-But you saved me Luhan, you were fast, now I'm okay, don't think about this anymore. Do it for me, smile for me Luhan please - he looked deeply into your eyes and smiled- That's my boy. Now kiss me like there's no tomorrow- and with that he kissed you.
-You know I love you right?- you nodded in response- I want to have a big family with you.- He took a small velvet box from the table- ______ will you marry me?
You froze, he wanted to marry you, he wasn't going to leave you
- YES! YES! LUHAN YES I'LL MARRY YOU!- you kiss him, all the emotions were there in a meaningful kiss.
And for the first time in years you sleep paceful without nightmares, with Luhan hugging you and a ring on your finger with the promise of always being together.
