Forever Lonely, Carl Grimes Fanfic

Chapter 24

I'm getting that craving once again. The craving to go somewhere new and explore. Speaking of carvings... Waffles sound really good right now.

Anyway,back on topic... I want to go somewhere again. There is no way in hell Carl will allow me to go. He is being really over protective but that's I can tell he really cares for me and the baby. I have to be almost four months. Time has flew by and I can't wait to meet my baby. Neither can Carl.

We've talked to Rick about letting us have our own space. Meaning, our new house. He told us he had to think about it. I hope he lets us because Rick's house won't be big enough for the new baby. We have been collecting baby stuff and furniture for Judith but mainly the new baby. Even Maggie has been stashing stuff.

Michonne has been a great help even Rick. They have been giving me helpful tips and what not. I don't really enjoy all the attention I've been receiving but I'm letting it slide for the baby.

Currently I am sitting on a bar stool facing the large kitchen, smelling the wonderful fumes from the lunch Michonne is fixing. She is such a wonderful cook with wondrous and endless choices. When I'm craving something she is my go to girl.

"Alright. I made a vegetable stuffed omelette topped of with cheese." She presented as the dish was brought in front of me. My mouth started watering uncontrollable. Michonne and I started bursting out with laughter.

"What's going on in here?" Carl asks as he walks in fixing his hat. Michonne and I looked at each other and started laughing again but much harder. Carl joins in but it's a sarcastic laugh. He walks over to us and kisses me on the forehead while he holds my stomach. I could feel the baby kick.

"Oh my gosh Carl! Did you feel that?!" I say excitedly. He nods his head with a huge smile. Michonne looks at us n awe with a big smile. The baby stops kicking. Carl removes his hand and sits in the chair next to me. I start to eat the delicious food in front of me.

    "This is so good! Thank you millions." I say as I stuff my mouth full of the omelette.

     "No problem." Michonne laughs then stars to do the dishes.

    "I want to go somewhere." I say as I stare at my almost empty plate.

     "Okay, we could go play pool, go on a walk-"

     "No Carl. I mean somewhere outside these walls." I interrupted him. He starts shaking his head no.

     "No, absolutely not. Not happening." I groan to his answer.

     "Carl you don't know how I feel! Being all boxed up and all you're actions limited. I like being free and independent but that's all been taken away from me!" I say blowing up and letting all my feelings out. Carl looks shocked from all these coming out at once and I don't feel bad about it.

   The silence was killing me so I stood up, sliding, the stool across the floor making a noise. Carl does the same. I look at him and roll my eyes then quickly walked upstairs. I could hear Carl coming behind me which was only motivating me to go faster.

   Once I reached our room I grabbed my bag and threw some clothes in it along with food. After that I grabbed my hand gun and knife. I strap the holder around my waist and put the gun in it.

     "What are you doing?" Carl asks me coming in.

     "Nothing. Don't worry about it." I respond and walk past him to go downstairs. He grabs my arm roughly making me stop and turn towards him. I wince in pain while trying to get my arm free.

     "Carl you're hurting me." I say quietly. Why is he doing this. His face is emotionless, like this isn't my Carl. I finally rip my arm free and then I bolt downstairs holding my stomach. I hear him calling after me but I don't stop. All I do is keep running.

   I made it to the front gate out of breath. Gabriel shoots me questionable and worried looks. I roll my eyes and open the gate. I quickly go out and slam it closed behind me. I can hear Gabriel shouting for someone. Great.

        "Thanks! Love you too Gabriel." I say quietly to myself and hurry into the tree line. I have to get as far away from this place as possible.

   I found a small cave to hide in close to the main road. I've heard and seen a car or two pass me. I knew it had to be Rick or Glenn. I don't know why but I don't want to be found. Not now anyways.

   Night is falling and more and more walkers have been appearing. I killed a few but I don't want to go over the top because I could hurt myself or get bit or even scratched. So hiding out in the cave is my only option. The moon is full so it lights the area around me and very little in the cave.

   The arm Carl grabbed is starting to revived a bruise. I can't believe he would hurt me like that but I could tell it wasn't him. He was a different person. We are all different people. The apocalypse has changed all of us.

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