Dwight took me to the small room where the doctor is held. The pains are so bad. Carl isn't here to witness our baby be born and it's all my fault. All I should be focusing on now is having the baby.
After five hours of being in labor the baby finally came with no complications and the doctor had medicine for me so I'm in so danger. The baby is completely healthy and it's a little girl and I couldn't be happier.
She has greyish blue eyes and black hair. She looks so much like Carl it's funny.
"How's momma and the baby?" Negan comes in with Lucile in his grasp. I pull my baby closer to my chest.
"Now now. Let grandpa see the new addition." Negan said setting Lucile down gently and coming over with his arms stretched out. I know I couldn't argue so I handed her over. I haven't named her yet because I want Carl to name her.
"She is just precious!" He exclaims while he makes faces down at her. Negan sat down by my bedside in a chair where the doctor normally sat. Negan let him take a break.
"So you remember the other day when I said you reminded me of my daughter?" He said still looking at my baby.
"Yes...why?"
"When I was a young, stupid man I was with this woman...That woman later got pregnant and I left, not wanting any big responsibilities like that or starting a family. What was you're mothers name child?" I was froze by his words. His story reminded me of when my mom told me about my dad before she died.
"Her name was Grace." Those words came out so numb in my mouth. I haven't said my mothers name in a long time.
"Well I be darn! It looks like I found my daughter again...and granddaughter. Who knew I'd be a grandpa?" He says going on and on. I kind of zoned out by the fact my father made a reappearance in my life and that guy is the one who is terrorizing basically the rest of the people in Georgia.
Not having a father growing up really affected me. Every little girl needs a father. I remember I would always make up what my father looked like and what his job was. Like this one time I imagined him as a doctor with pitch black hair and bright blue eyes, where I get my eyes from, and he traveled around the world helping people. I like that picture of my father better than the one standing right in front of me. I'm nothing like Negan and I never will call him my father.
A few hours have passed and the doctor let me leave with my little baby girl. Negan surprised me with a small new apartment and a room completely decorated with butterflies and flowers with a closet full of clothes. Cabinets were full of bottles, formula, and diapers. Basically anything I needed to take care of my baby. I have been thinking of names and I REALLY like the name Josephine, Josephine Grace Grimes. Grace after my mother and I've always loved the name Josephine.
I know I said I would let Carl name her but she just looks like a Josephine to me.
"Josephine it is."
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