yamato x reader (say i love you)

Chapter 10

2K READS LETS GOOOO!! ok so i watched the episode and i decided i wanted to change it a bit considering mei actually had friends and that doesn't exactly happen in this story so i decided she would be with her cousin... hope you guys still like it though. oh, and i changed it somewhat a LOT but eh that's okay... ALSO OKAY THIS MIGHT BE THE LAST OFFICIAL CHAPTER. I WILL MAKE AN EPILOGUE BUT THIS MAY BE THE LAST CHAPTER.

it hadn't been long from the sunflower field when one day yamato didn't go to school. i was in first period when i realized i hadn't seen him anywhere, and i overheard some people (a LOT of people) talking about how he was really sick. i didn't want to bother him, but i really wanted to call him, just to see if he was okay. i didn't have time during school, and after school i went to my cousin's house. i called him once, and he didn't answer. i was talking to my cousin about it, and she said he wouldn't mind if i just went over, but i called again.

this time, someone picked up.

"yamat-" was the first thing i said when he picked up, but i was cut off by a little girl's voice.

"yamato doesn't want to talk to you right now, so stop calling." the child said, then immediately hung up.

i was frozen in my spot. i literally couldn't process what she had just said.

yamato doesn't want to talk to you right now, so stop calling.

what? did i do something? is he mad? why? who answered the phone?

"well, what'd he say?" my cousin, yuuki said.

"he doesn't want to talk to me," i say with a blank expression on my face.

"what?" she said,"just go over there, you can just talk to him about it."

i slowly nod and after a while, i found enough courage to start walking to his house. once i was in front though, i walked up the steps very slowly. i was about to knock when i heard shuffling behind me. i snap my head around and find myself looking at a young boy with flowers in his hands. he looked kind of nervous, he was probably giving the flowers to whoever answered yamato's phone. i walk up to him and kneel down.

"go ahead, buddy." i say with a smile and pat his head. i walk away to give him privacy and stand behind a pole, hiding. after a while, i hear voices and footsteps. i slowly peak my head around the pole only to be met with nobody anymore.

yamato doesn't want to talk to you right now.

i couldn't do it.

i absolutely could not get my arms to knock on the door.

so, i left. i went to the flower field as far in as i could then laid down and looked up at the orange and pink sunset. i didn't even know how long i had been sitting there, but when i noticed i hadn't even saw that the sky was a dark blue now, i thought i should leave soon. so, i got up and started walking. i walked with my head straight up, looking at the stars. there were so many, i wondered how far they were, what they looked like, what galaxy-

oomph.

i stopped and lost my balance when my body met a soft object. i fell on my butt and shut my eyes, i began to stand up and walk, when i opened my eyes. my eyes were on the ground, and i saw another pair of feet standing right in front of me. i looked up and almost gasped at the sight.

it was yamato. staring down at me with wide eyes.

i looked away, said a quick sorry and walked around him when he grabbed my arm. i looked straight ahead, not wanting him to see the tears that were coming to spill out. my lip began to quiver trying not to cry.

he let go, but I just stood frozen in my spot.

"my sister..." he began, and i tried to cut him off but my voice just came out shaky and I couldn't hold in a sob anymore. tears were falling freely on my face now as my arms went up continuously trying to wipe the many tears.

then, he went in front of me and hugged me. i couldn't even move, so I just stood there.

"i was sick, and my sister took my phone. she wanted to have me to herself, so she said that. when I tried to get my phone back, she wouldn't let me have it. I'm so sorry, y/n."

my tears slowed and he eventually let go and crouched down to face me.

"so you do want to talk to me?" I said my voice still shaky.

he just smiled and nodded. then, he hugged me and slowly, my arms wrapped around his tall body, and I shoved my head into his chest. i don't know how or when, but I found myself laying down staring at the stars.

today in school

"In 2022, there is supposed to be a "Nova" when two stars will cross paths and collide. it is positive that no damage will find its way to earth, but we can see it from here. the light will be so bright, that we can see it across galaxies. it will be beautiful, so just you wait for 2022."

even stars collide. everyone crosses paths at some point, wether they are to ignore each other, or meet then separate, or collide. even stars collide, they may blow up completely, but in the end, the only thing that comes out of it is light. a beautiful light you can see billions of miles away. almost as if the light were infinite.

people are just like stars.

we collide, we meet, and we burst. but, we are beautiful in the end. sometimes, the stars are just a sparkle we see out of the corner of our eye, but every star is a sparkle. and sometimes, we can't see that they sparkle because they're so far away. but when you collide, the sparkle is so huge that it's almost impossible not to notice.

I hope me and yamato are always like that. like stars that collide so beautifully that nobody could possibly miss us.

because yamato made me feel like I was sparkly and beautiful all the time.

okay so don't even get me started on how hard this was to write. it was so difficult finding the right words for things to happen but I don't think this will be the last chapter after all. anyways, hope you enjoyed.
-maya