You don't know how hard I relate to that.
You will find someone who will look at you and see the sun and you'll look at them and you will know they are the one. Eventually, everything will add up and you'll understand why you went through the heartbreaks of liking someone who doesn't like you back now.
The best advice I can give you right now is to just take risks. Don't live life thinking about the "what ifs" because that'll only stop you from living. Do something spontaneous; if it backfires on you, it'll only be an experience and you can learn from it.
-b.w. to a hurting friend
12.9.16