Poems of a Supernova

1: Changed, Parted, Broken

I am not used without you by my side,
Since that day, my world seems to revolve around you;
Every minute, everyday, I always want to be with you,
Maybe if only you knew.

I am wondering why,
I couldn't help but cry;
Why things suddenly changed,
Why did we end up like this?

Crying is my only best friend,
Since that day we parted ways;
I misses you every second of every day,
But I know you'll never feel the same.

Confused between holding on and letting go,
Holding on to the memories but letting go to your promise;
You gave me so much to remember,
Wishing it could last longer.

You don't know how hurt I am,
Seeing you, my love, happy when you're with her;
I just wish that you'll be happy with her,
Even if it feels like hell.

Here I am saying goodbye,
Still wondering why;
Why you changed, why we parted, and why I'm broken like this?
Maybe I love you. But you didn't knew.