Relief

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Sienna p.o.v

He just told me he loved me. I don't know how to react. Do I tell him I love him too? But how do you love someone you barely know? Does he really love me or is he just saying this?

I could feel his eyes on me. I slowly turned my head to face him.
"Don't love me." I said softly with a forced smile on my face as I turned my head away from him and towards the floor. "I hurt those that mean the most to me..." I tried my best to hold back my tears.

It was dark and the stars were shinning brightly. I tilted my head towards the sky as I was still using my arms as a stand for my upper body weight. Mark was still looking at me confused with what I had just said.
"I'm a disgrace to those that love me. My mum lets me know this everyday. Here's not a day where she doesn't remind me how much of a pain and a nuisance I am." I felt a tear slip from my eye. Thank gosh it was dark. I quickly wiped the tear making sure that mark didn't realise.

"What do you mean a nuisance?" He questioned.
"Before I was born my dads dad ditched him and my grandma for his witch of a wife. However, he was never really gone he was always there and he got my dad married to my mum. My mum struggled to have children and before me two had died before being born. I'm the only one that managed to survive." I realised my voice was starting to shake.
"My mum tells me that my grandad left us and hates me because I'm a girl and not a boy and that it's my fault he hates my dad." I couldn't help myself and started to cry out loud.
"This just goes to show that I'm nothing but a pain and sorrow for my family."
I had my hands covering my face as I cried out loud.
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Marks p.o.v

She started to cry. I'd never seen her cry before. What she just told me seemed really personal and the fact that she told me showed that she trusted me. I moved closer to her and filled her into my chest.
"You know you can't stop me from loving you?" I said.
"And you know it's not your fault? I don't want to bad mouth your mum but, I don't want you to go back to the UK if this is how she's treating you and if this is how she's causing you to feel. I'm not gonna let you go back and I'm gonna find you a job. I'm gonna make you fall for me and I'm gonna show you that your worth more than what you thing your worth. Saranghae Sienna, always and forever." I held her tight. She had her arms around my waist and her head buried into my chest. I had my arms around her head as I stroked her hair. I'm not gonna let her go. I'm going to protect her with all that I can.
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Sienna p.o.v

I'm not going to lie it felt better that Mark was hugging me. I liked it so much. I didn't want to let go.
"OMO!" I shouted as I pushed Mark away.
"Mwa?" Mark asked as he had a surprised look on his face.
"I forgot about the others! I locked them on the roof!" I shouted as I ran to the car.
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Author note

Thanks for reading! ❤
Sorry that I'm taking a long time to write the chapters, it's cuz I've got mocks in college.
But to be honest I'm so gassed with the result I got in sociology. I thought I was gonna totally flop since I went black for the first 20 mins of the exam but I ended up with a B.

Thanks for reading guys again! Your guys continues support means a lot! ❤❤❤❤

Saranghae!!! 😏😏

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