I was the first to wake up. I was facing towards Jimin and my back was towards Mark. Jimin was smiling as she was sleeping. "So cute!" I thought to myself. I tried to get up but I was fastened down to the floor. I tried my best to get up but I couldn't. I then put my hands on my waist to see why I couldn't. I realised that mark had his arm around my waist. I turned my head to look st him and realised that he was extremely close to me. I gasped at the distance between us. I put my hands against my mouth stopping any sound from escaping. I slowing turned my body to face the ceiling and slowing moved his arm from my waist.
After 20 minutes I released myself. I stood up and looked down at the boys. I couldn't help but laugh at myself. JB was laying down on his stomach with his arms under his head. Jackson was on his back with one leg on top of BamBam and his other on top of JB along with his arm. BamBam and Yugyeom were facing each other and hugging each other. Jinyoung was sleeping on his back with one hand under Youngjae holding onto him and Youngjae was facing Jinyoung as he was hugging him. Jimin was sleeping so peacefully along with Mark.
After staring at them I walked to my room. I couldn't help but think about what happened yesterday night.
That kiss..... the kiss..... mine and Marks kiss.
I twirled in a circle with the biggest smile on my face and fell on my bed face first screening into my pillow.
I then got up and walked to my ensuite I took a shower and walked into my walk in wardrobe and put some clothes on. I wore a striped comfy above the belly top with some high waisted jeans and grey socks (can't live without socks). I had a grey woolly cardigan too but I kept it with me for when I felt cold.
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I left my hair out after drying it with the towel and then letting it air dry.
I walked out of my room and down the stairs to see the others still asleep. I decided not to disturb them so I put my earphones in and was walking up the stairs to head for my room. The weather wasn't too good so I didn't go to the roof. It was really windy and cold. I had my door open and I sat down on the single sofa with my legs crossed. I was listening to music and reading on wattpad. (I can relate 😂).
I was reading a GOT7 fanfic which was about Mark. I couldn't help but laugh to myself. The way the writer made all the characters out was exactly how they were in real life it was amazing. I couldn't help but think to myself how amazing iGOT7s are and how proud I was to be a member of that fandom.
As I was smiling and laughing to myself, one of GOT7s songs came on. Just right. JUST RIGHT! what a coincidence. Just last night Mark was telling me how I'm perfect the way I am. I couldn't help but sing along and let a tear fall out my eye. I closed my eyes and shut my mouth pinching them together. I'm skipping meals just because I want to join the modelling world. I was rejected the day Jimin told me she'd find me a job. They told me I was too chubby to become a model and I need to lose weight. They told me my face wasn't right for their concept. I started to cry rivers. I then felt an arm go on my shoulder. "Hey! Kenchana? You alright?" I looked up to see who it was as I was wiping my tears away. Jackson. What was he doing here? "Morning." I said faking a smile. He got on his knees in front of me. "What's wrong?" He asked me in English. "Ainyo! Nothing." I said smiling at him. "Sienna, seriously?" I couldn't stop myself from crying. Jackson pulled me closer to him and hugged me tight. "What's wrong?" "They rejected me. They called me ugly." I'm not lying though am I, they said my face wasn't right. "They said I'm too chubby to be a model. I don't know what to do? I'm never gonna become a model. I need to lose weight if I want to become a model." I held onto Jackson and cried like there was no tomorrow. Jackson held onto me really tightly. "Hey! Don't say that! Your beautiful and perfect! Your body is perfect, you don't need to lose weight. Mark loves you for who you are and so do we all. Make sure you eat and make sure you don't skip meals. If you don't get into the modelling world well f**k to them, they don't know what their missing. There letting something so amazing go and they won't be able to get it back cuz I won't let them." I couldn't help but feel better with Jacksons words.
Jacksons p.o.v
I woke up and saw that Sienna wasn't there. I thought she might have gone to the roof again so I walked up the stairs to see where she was. I heard crying coming from her room and I walked in to see her crying.
I asked her what's wrong and she told me everything. She was crying so much and hearing what them modelling agents said to her got me really mad. I need to make sure she doesn't harm herself in any way, shape or form.
I needed to make her smile. "Eeewww! I have koodies now!" I pushed her away from me as I started running my hands down myself pretending to wipe her off. "Ya! Jackson!" She screamed as she started to chase me around her room. I started laughing and running around making her smile.
I have to look out for her since Mark hyung likes her and she's such an amazing person. I then stopped letting her catch me. "Katchi! Let's go and eat!" I said She looked a little anxious. I grabbed her hand and pulled her down. I took her to the kitchen and demanded pancakes. She tied her hair up in a messy bun and started to make the pancakes. Everyone was still asleep.
Few moments later she handed over the pancakes. I took about 5 and layered them all with syrup. "Hey, Jackson, don't u think that's a bit too much?" "You can never have too much pancakes." I said as I stuffed my face. "I was on about the..... never mind." I knew she was on about the syrups. She didn't eat any of the pancakes. I then turned her plate around and put 2 pancakes on and poured syrup on top. I wasn't gonna give her more than 2 I wanted them all to myself they tasted so good. She should be happy I gave her 2. "EAT!" I shouted at her with a stuffed mouth. At first she hesitated but then started to eat normally. She was laughing at me as I purposely stuffed my face and made funny faces to get her to smile and laugh.
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