Chaperter 3: the first attempt

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The next day was even worse. before I went to school my parents yelled at me, then at school I was told how ugly I was and how hated I was. Then at lunch I was told how fat I was. Then the rest of the school day I was told how stupid and dumb I was. But what made this day worse than normal was that my best friend totally ditched me and called me a bitch.

I came home, tears running down my face but with a fake smile on. I went upstairs, grabbed my razor then locked myself in my bathroom. I thought about how my brother left me to become the way I am now. And about how everyone at school was right. Again I don't know why but I read my tweets. Most of them read things like... @ali_malik you are a stupid BITCH, or @ali_malik I hope you know how much all of us Directioners hate you, or @ali_malik why were you even born, you should go die in a hole, etc.

I thought about how they were all right. So I forced myself to throw up. I thought about how simple it would be to end it all right now. Just one deep enough cut across my wrist and into the vein. That's all it takes. So without really trying to talk myself out of it I just drag my razor deep in and into my vein.

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Harry's POV

Hey I'm going to the bathroom to was up for dinner. I'll be right back.

I try to push the door open but it's locked. I wonder who's in there. Zayn and his parents are in the kitchen, Niall is helping set the table, and Louis, and Liam are in the living room. Oh, it must be Ali. Knocking on the door I say Ali are you in there? Expecting to hear a reply I wait. When there was none I looked down and saw something red coming from under the door. panicking I call Louis, and Liam to come help me break the door down. On the third try Louis finally broke the door. I rush in there shocked at what I see. Ali is covered in her own blood. Zayn and Niall hear the commotion and rush up stairs to see what's wrong. They are schooled when they see me coming out of the bathroom with Ali's small, unconscious body in my arms. Zayn hurries to call an ambulance hoping it's not too late. We were all shocked. Why would Ali try to commit suicide.

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