The next evening about 8pm, my phone rang. I felt giddy when I saw it was Jiyong.
"Hi Ji," I said happily.
"Hey, do you want to go to a party tonight?" He asked me.
"Sure, where?" I asked
"I'll text you the address," He said and we hung up.
A minute later my phone went off and I looked at the text. I quickly showered and dressed.
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I grabbed my purse and car keys and headed to the address he sent me. When I parked and started walking to the door I saw him standing outside and smoking with none other then Choi Seunghyun. I remembered him and Youngbae from before I had moved though I never knew them as well as Jiyong. I had hung out with them a couple times.
"Long time no see," Seunghyun said as I approached.
"Yeah, it has been awhile. You look good," I said and I gave him a quick hug.
Jiyong's hand was at the curve of my spine again and he lead me inside the club. I met Youngbae again and he was there with his girlfriend. He hugged me too and the girl glared at me so I broke the hug off quickly. I also met Seungri and Daesung. It was first time meeting and I couldn't help but feel a little shy at meeting BIGBANG even if I did know 3 of the 5 members before it was still amazing to be in their presence.
Jiyong and I danced for a bit and I was only slightly disappointed that he kept his distance. But, he had to be careful. Rumors and pictures spread like wildfire and he didn't want me to suffer any negative backlash. Especially since we weren't even really a couple. At most we were friends with benefits right now.
We went back to our table and then he said he was going to go get a drink and use the restroom. I nodded and smiled at him and he disappeared through the crowd.
The others visited with me while we waited for Jiyong to return. I saw him leave to the restroom and then return to the bar to order his drink. I saw him talking to a girl at the bar but I could only see her back. Again the little pricks of jealousy stabbed at my gut but then Seungri grabbed my attention and I looked over at him. When I turned back Jiyong was drinking his drink still talking to the girl. I sighed and started thinking maybe I should go home. I looked back over to see Jiyong suddenly put his head in his hand. Then rush back towards the bathrooms. He must of drank to much and was going to be sick. The girl he had been talking to disappeared too.
I didn't think much of it, maybe she was friend of his. It's not like I knew all of his friends anyway. After waiting for 30 minutes I felt I should go check on him. I went to the bar and I got a couple glasses of water and went towards the bathrooms. I knocked but heard nothing and then a man came over and opened the door to the single toilet restroom closed and locked it. Jiyong wasn't in there. I saw another man and asked him if he had seen Jiyong.
"I saw him go into the backroom, said he was going to lay down because he wasn't feeling well." the guy said.
"Thanks," I said and I hurried in the direction the guy had pointed at.
The door was closed but I could clearly hear sounds on the other side.
I opened the door bathing the dark room in a soft light. And I gasped dropping both glasses on the floor breaking them. The girl was the same one from the bar and she was Jiyong's ex. The one that had cheated on him. Her dress was pulled up past her hips and her underwear was gone. She was riding his cock and Jiyong had his hands laying on the side of him his head was back against the couch and his eyes were closed. His shirt was unbuttoned and his pants and boxers were at his knees. Both of them looked over at the sound of the glasses smashing, the girl was grinning at me wickedly and Jiyong looked like he was in a daze.
I backed away slowly and at the sound of the girl moaning even louder I spun on my heel and fled. I bumped into Seunghyun on my way through the crowd and he stopped me.
"Have you seen Ji?" he asked
"Back there," I pointed in the direction of the room feeling the bile rising in my throat. I pushed past him and out the door.
I sped home and threw myself into bed, my heart crumbling into pieces.
The next couple days Jiyong blew my phone up but in a moment of rage I threw it against the wall and it smashed.
One raining afternoon about a week after the party, I was laying curled up on my sofa trying to watch a movie but I couldn't focus on it. There was a knock on my door. I sighed and sat up having a thought to not open it. I had a feeling I knew who it was.
Sure enough when I opened the door I saw Jiyong looking absolutely miserable. It was rare to see him disheveled. If I hadn't been so angry and hurt I would of cared but I found myself struggling more with not slamming the door in his face.
I didn't say anything I simply left the door open and went and sat back down on the couch. He stepped inside and closed the door behind him.
He joined me on the couch and after a couple minutes of silence he turned towards me.
"Will you let me explain?" he asked me his voice was quiet and unsteady.
"No need for an explanation, I know what I saw." I said not even attempting to keep the venom from my voice.
"I don't remember much about what happened, it's all a big blur. All I know is that wasn't intentional," he said quietly.
"Let me guess, she tripped and fell on your dick," I spat at him and he flinched.
"No...I.." Jiyong started but my anger boiled over.
"I've heard it all before Jiyong, many times. I'm sick of it, I don't want to hear your lies. I gave you the most precious part of me willingly, I loved you with my all my heart, body, and soul. You used your smooth voice, your gorgeous looks, and your hands to drive me crazy. I thought you really wanted me, but I'm not going to be your side chick. It's all or nothing with me. Now get the fuck out of my house," I seethed at him and had only the slightest bit of remorse when I saw him shrink into the couch.
I watched him as he stood up and walked defeated to my door. He opened it and left.
I was shaking in rage but I also felt guilty that I had unloaded like that at him. I was so confused that I ended up back in bed with the covers over my head drowning in my misery
