I stumbled to my door the man still behind me and I couldn't believe I was able to get my key in the door. Unfortunately the door swung open since I had been leaning on the handle and I fell foward on the floor. The man rushed into my apartment shutting the door and locking it. My vision was beyond blurry but I could hear well enough.
His hand violently grabbed my hair and he yanked me to my feet. I cried out in pain before I felt I sharp blade at my throat, forcing my back against his chest.
"If you dont want to die you let me do what I want?" His voice was raspy
"Please...dont..." I begged tears coming to my eyes.
"Bedroom," he growled at me
I didnt move and he knicked the blade into the flesh on my throat. I whimpered at the sharp pain but started walking towards my bedroom. He pushed me onto my hands and knees on my bed and cutting my clothes off with the knife digging into my flesh just enough to make me bleed. I settled on being as quiet as possible.
Before I knew it he plunged himself into me and I screamed in agony. It was only my 2nd time being penetraited. He thrusted violently before pulling out and the next thing I knew I was experiencing a whole new level of pain as he mercilessly entered my ass. I howled and tried to get way but he wrapped his hands in my hair yanked me back as his other hand clasped over my mouth. With a disgusting growl he came inside me. He pulled out and flipped me over holding the knife at my throat.
"You tell anyone, I know where you live," he said then ran out of my house.
I laid for what felt like an eternity before I had the desperate need to vomit. I rushed out of bed and ran to the bathroom. I puked up everything and collapsed in the bathroom sobbing. I pulled myself into the bath and turned it on. I should report it but I just couldn't. Im some sick way I forced myself to believe I deserved it. I scrubbed my body raw and brushed my teeth about 20 times before grabbing my purse, keys, a few clothes including a party dress and phone. I called a cab and waited outside the building.
I had the cab drive me to the hotel I had stayed at when I first got here. I rented a room and as soon as I was in the room I cried until I had fallen asleep.
When I woke up it was early the next morning. I felt sick but only because my head was throbbing and my body aching reminded me of what I had been through. I turned grabbed my phone and searched the BIGBANG party I had heard about. I found out where it was being held and hurried to dress. I needed to see Jiyong again and try to talk to him one more time.
I brought a dress with me so I could change in the bathroom. Once I got in. I was moving slower then usual and had a limp but I wasn't going to let this ruin what might be my last chance to salvage things with Jiyong. I slept where the line was to form for a few more hours and listened to music while I waites for the time to pass. They finally opened the doors to allow me and 49 others lucky fans inside the club. I rushed to the bathroom to change.
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