You Belong With Me

Paralyzed (FINAL CHAPTER)

BIGBANG's come back tour came to an end and I couldn't believe how fast it went. Needless to say I was glad to be back in Seoul. We went to an after-party after the finale and Jiyong went off to use the restroom.

I went to the bar to get a drink when a hand came out of nowhere and grabbed my wrist painfully hard.

"I'm going to fucking kill you for stealing Jiyong from me bitch," The former YG dancer that had assaulted me was glaring at me. I quickly looked around for Jiyong or the other members. The girl wasn't alone this time, she had brought friends and I was pretty sure they were Jiyong's sasaengs. I wrenched my arm back and backed away from them.

I fled out of the bar with them close behind me. I heard other patrons shouting for help for me as I exited. I turned and ran down the side walk. I made a sharp turn down an alley that ended in a dead end. I turned around and saw the group advancing.

"Leave me alone, he chose me OK. Get over it." I yelled my heart racing and I kept glancing over their shoulders to see if help would come.

Something cold and hard slammed into the side of my head knocking me off balance and causing me to fall to the ground. With blurry vision I saw the metal pipe she was holding. She brought down on my side and I felt the unmistakable pain of my rib breaking. I tried to block the viscous blows but I was getting winded and I had a feeling my broken rib pierced my lung.

"Please stop," I begged tears streaming down my face. I was bleeding from my face, arms,  and legs.

"Roll her over onto her belly," the ring leader snarled "pin her arms and legs down"

I struggled in vain as my limbs got forced down. I looked to see the dancer and one of her buddies were slowly carrying a cinder block towards me.

"No, please, why are you doing this to me? I haven't done anything to any of you." I pleaded.

"Last chance, give up Jiyong or we will end you," she hissed at me.

"Go fuck yourself," I spat and the dropped the cinder block on my lower spine and I screamed in agony.

"HEY!!!" A voice shouted and I saw police cars and cops standing on the edge of the alley their guns drawn on my assailants.

I could barely breathe, every breath felt like I was being stabbed. I watched as the girls all dropped the blunt weapons they had been holding and went to their knees. As they were being arrested I saw 5 people turn down the alley and I sighed in relief even though I my body was broken I still smiled when I saw Jiyong. They flew past the gang of girls who despite getting arrested still screamed like lunatics as Jiyong ran by them, one managed to grab his wrist but he violently shoved her away.

"Don't fuckin touch me," he hissed at her.

"Ji...jiyongie... "I whimpered.

"Zia...its OK I'm here baby," Jiyong said falling to his knees taking my hand in his and kissing it.

"Jiyong, I...I can't move my legs," I wept looking at him.

He looked around and saw the broken cinder block and gasped. Tears falling down his own cheeks.

"You're going to be OK baby, just hold on, paramedics are on their way." he whispered stroking my hair.

The paramedics arrived just as I fainted.

I woke up in the hospital, Jiyong's hand in mine and he was looking at me with sad eyes. I tried moving my legs but couldn't. Jiyong stood up and told the nurses I was awake. A few minutes later the doctor walked in. He went on to explain that the cinder block crushed my lower vertebrae and the possibility of me ever walking again was unlikely. He said my reproductive organs were still fully functional but any pregnancies would be high risk. When he left I started sobbing.

"Jiyong, if you want to end things I'll understand I don't want you to feel obligated to stay with me because I am paralyzed if you feel..." I started but Jiyong pressed his lips against mine to shut me up.

"I'm not breaking up with you Zia, I want to marry you," he said sliding a beautiful diamond ring on my left ring finger.

I didn't need to tell him I accepted he already knew I accepted.

Jiyong said he was going to take off work so he could be with me in rehab but I adamantly refused. Another female dancer that had left YG on her own to follow a different path had befriended me and she helped me through rehab.

1 year later I was sitting in my wheelchair wearing a gorgeous wedding dress looking at Jiyong standing at the end of the aisle. YG pushed me down the aisle then stopped just short of the altar.

"Come here Jiyong," YG said and confused Jiyong walked down the altar.

I offered Jiyong my hand and with the help of YG bracing me under my arms I stood up. Jiyong's smile became brighter and brighter as YG let me go and Jiyong and I slowly made our way up to the altar.

6 months after we were married I was walking with little difficulty. We ended up adopting after several miscarriages we learned that my uterus would not support a pregnancy. 1 year after our marriage and getting our first daughter. I was back in the dance room at YG practicing for Jiyong's solo tour.

Everyone was amazed at the fight I had and it was all thanks to my husband who never gave up on me or us.