Pregnant by my bully

chapter 4

"OK which one should I pick" I ask my self looking at all the different pregnancy test brands I know I shoulnt be here but I'm late and this test will help me at least sleep I pick the clear blue just because I like the color blue and pay for it I walk home thinking how stupid this is I had just started catching up on the work I missed

so when I got home I took the test and finish my work while watching law and order SVU when I had gotten down I waited for the show to go off to check going into the bathroom I already knew my life was over just like me buying the test was a waste of my money

since I already knew he didn't use protection and I obviously wasn't on any type of birth control knowing I wasn't having sex anytime soon but of course the plus sign made everything so surereal I wasn't any use of crying about it I had already wasted to many good tears so I picked up the test and put in my box I have all my past in putting on my night clothes I lay down thinking about how bad my life is getting to be but that only means it will get better

It was Friday and when I got home I cleaned up the whole house knowing my aunt should be coming home tonight shes never really home because she's always traveling for work comes home probably 6 times or less a year after cleaning up I go in my room and put all the sonogram pictures I got into my box I went to the doctor s and got pictures and pills for the baby which I hide under my bed

When I'm done I get tired and fall asleep when I wake up I run straight to the bathroom and throw up that's where I stayed most of the night I realize she's not coming home tonight and will most likely send me a text tomorrow I'm glad she didn't come she would have knew something was up with one look at me

After leaving school I walked home like always stopped at McDonald's today to get a Big Mac and fries with a bag of chips at the corner store then walked home Zander has stopped missing with me he doesn't even look at me anymore

When I got home I sat my food down and ran upstairs to put my books down just to come back down stairs with my blanket I nearly had an heart attack seeing my Aunt seating at the dining room table drinking a glass of red wine her favorite

"Hello Summer you look good putting on some weight I see"

With that one sentence I knew she knew

"Hi Aunt Reba I wasn't expecting you to come back after you didn't show last weekend"

"Yeah flight got delayed from the weather"

We stayed in silence for a moment but with Reba it never last that long "so you've been watching law and order SVU and teen mom the nurse at your school had called me said you've been sick for a couple days there something you want to get off your chest Summerella"

It wasn't any use of crying I told myself over and over again as I looked at my Aunt in the eyes knowing I can't and won't lie to her she's the only immediate family I have "are you going to kick me out"

I say she took a nice sip of her wine down it all that was left than poured herself some more "no come and seat down bring your food I know your hungry" I did as she said seating down at the table and started eating as she watched me for a while

"I know this is mostly my fault I'm your Guardian and I haven't been around to help you and support you to show I love and care for you there wasn't anyone here to show you love so you went and got it from someone else a boy" she says piecing everything together in her head about me "and I know if your mother were here she would want me to support you not throw you out on the street"

"So want do you want to do" I shrugged honestly having no clue "ok then looks like you gonna keep it I want to talk to the boys parents make it happen by this weekend" she says getting up going outside to smoke a cigarette